it finally happened. i finally got laid. i'm no longer a virgin.
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I'm aight, bout to do some homework. Come drop a thread or two on the 8th sometime, I re-added twitter sign in. :DC/s. hey Dre ...how ya been babe.
It's Breast Cancer Awareness month too. Take a pic of u in pink. No face, just chest
thanks res. why do people keep saying that?i really guess all that work i put into the impression or give off the idea that i was straight worked.
either that or i'm a helluva good actor.
I don't see how peeps don't see anyone on here coming out coming cause sohh/coli niccas were pretty good at running cute chicks off the site. Leaving us with big bertha lookin broads and shyt.
it's how i feel and where my thought process lies. if i wanted to be with women, i certainly wouldn't have made this thread or doing what i've been doing for over a year now. sooner or later, i had to deal with it and now is the time.
it's a whole lot better than forcing myself to get with some women that i'm not interested in or telling myself that one day the woman of my dream is going to enter my life where i'll be happy, have a kid with her or any other bullsh!t fantasy. hell, even if i had a girlfriend, i would have straight up told her that i was feeling bicurious where i wanted to have sex with another guy or that i was bisexual. i was thinking about doing it but as time went by, i realized that my chances of getting with a woman were growing slim, i could never long continue to hide my true feelings and play this straight guy role that i was holding on so dearly.
it was a full time job trying to be straight. the worst thing that i've ever had to deal with was to see a hot guy or be attracted to a guy, have feelings for him, fantasize about getting with him and etc then telling myself that i wasn't gay or that it was my imagination running wild. i really tried to find an excuse behind why i was thinking the way i was thinking too. tried to play it off as a mental illness in order to avoid accepting the facts.
hell, i felt that i couldn't keep it real or call myself an honest guy if i wasn't going to be honest with myself. it took some years for me to do it but i done it. the only thing i regret is not accepting that i was gay when i realized that i was when i was 12 and basically being someone that i wasn't. it was also hurtful and painful to hear people saying homophobic things about gay people even years ago because they were talking about me.
like i even felt guilty cracking on other gay guys because i was basically insulting myself. the good thing is i feel free and like i no longer have to live hiding a secret. it feels so much better to let out how i really feel instead of hiding it and lying about it. i can come out to everybody else, hit up a gay bar, possibly get me a phone application, hook up with other guys, persue guys i'm interested in dating, date some guys or too and etc. hell, if i ever get bicurious where i feel like sleeping with a woman, then i'll do that too. the fact is i'm out of my own prison that i built myself. the closet walls are burning down.
Mikael Blowpiff
#LosIngobernabrehs
Be a firework breh.
well, honestly, who knows, there's probably more closeted guys on here especially since there's like several topics about gay people every week.
This Is Either An Epic Moment In SOHH/Coli History Or A Huge Disappointing Troll Job Lie
Either Way, It's Entertaining
Either Way, It's Entertaining
comeon who didn't see this coming though, every time he talked bout females on sohh he spoke of them like they had cooties or some shyt
he gay & cant get none... stopped readin.... gone...
I think it's great that you're accepting your sexuality. Hopefully, you'll find a guy that's worth losing your virginity to.
hard as fukk. LMAO
