I've had 2 of my closest friends tell me how they feel UNFULFILLED in Life.

Rozay Oro

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I was literally gonna make a thread how happier I am at this plant job because I’m around and flirty so many brehettes. It’s like a nikka went to heaven but I do feel bored with life outside of black female attention and sex. I didn’t want y’all clowns to hate on me and then I see this. Damn all I can say I hope I get better at music faster. Making beats is not easy.
 

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Figuring out what is going on existentially. I had a serious medical issue with my lung, and I could have died. After that, I realized that I needed to understand if god exists and figure out what is going on with life. I spent a couple of years reading and thinking about this. Then I learned about something called absolute infinity. I learned that existence is infinite. There’s no beginning or end. Good and bad don’t exist. You can do whatever you want. So, after that I kinda learned that nothing really matters and I should just go about doing whatever I want. What I wanted was to learn about existence. It was the most important thing in the world. So, I feel like I accomplished that goal. Everything else seems so trivial next to infinity. :francis:

Interesting

Say bruh, did you used to post on the IGN hip hop board back in the day? Was your name Chisox or traptothefuture?
 

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Interesting

Say bruh, did you used to post on the IGN hip hop board back in the day? Was your name Chisox or traptothefuture?
I don’t think I did, at least not with those names. I was on sohh, Boxden, allhiphop and a few other sites I can’t remember. I have never used those names before though, so you might be thinking of somebody else
 

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I don’t think I did, at least not with those names. I was on sohh, Boxden, allhiphop and a few other sites I can’t remember. I have never used those names before though, so you might be thinking of somebody else

Damn okay. I know it's someone around here I'm thinking of lol
 

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Figuring out what is going on existentially. I had a serious medical issue with my lung, and I could have died. After that, I realized that I needed to understand if god exists and figure out what is going on with life. I spent a couple of years reading and thinking about this. Then I learned about something called absolute infinity. I learned that existence is infinite. There’s no beginning or end. Good and bad don’t exist. You can do whatever you want. So, after that I kinda learned that nothing really matters and I should just go about doing whatever I want. What I wanted was to learn about existence. It was the most important thing in the world. So, I feel like I accomplished that goal. Everything else seems so trivial next to infinity. :francis:

@Ciggavelli

1. You don't believe God exists? Can you break your beliefs down in terms of whether you believe in God and the concept of absolute infinite.

2. You said you spent a couple years reading and thinking about what is going on with life and learned about absolute infinite. The thing is guys like Isaac Newton, Einstein ,etc, etc spent most of their entire lives doing what you did and I believe they came to different conclusions. Why are you so certain that your viewpoint is correct?

3. What do you believe happens when we die?

4. If good and bad don't exist and you feel we can do what we want does that mean you don't think Hitler, Trump, etc, etc were/are evil individuals? Also, why do you feel this way?

:jbhmm::salute:
 

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Damn cheif, send blessing/warm thoughts your way. I enjoy being alone, because I don't have to compromise, with mufukkas I truly like but this point was so to the point, I can somewhat feel what you're trying to say.

I eat with podcasts going, music playing, reading something. But just eating alone while doing nothing else wouldn't hit. That's why you can't go out and dine in alone, you just end up on your phone or people watching. Unless I'm high/in the mood to socialize I order in or hit that to-go. Shiiid I do a fair amount of hospitality work, and "table for one"/"just me" always feels kind of sad/somber when it's delivered. Most solo parties just place to go orders.

It's not necessarily wrong or right, but your post made me analyze the norms of eating in solitude
 

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Social Media: the constant comparisons of your imperfect life to the perfectly curated lives of your peers and celebrities.

Get off Facebook and Instagram.
 

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I’m not a big fan of Denis Leary, but one time he said, “Maybe you feel inadequate because you are.”

I heard that years ago and it stuck with me.
 

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@Ciggavelli

1. You don't believe God exists? Can you break your beliefs down in terms of whether you believe in God and the concept of absolute infinite.

2. You said you spent a couple years reading and thinking about what is going on with life and learned about absolute infinite. The thing is guys like Isaac Newton, Einstein ,etc, etc spent most of their entire lives doing what you did and I believe they came to different conclusions. Why are you so certain that your viewpoint is correct?

3. What do you believe happens when we die?

4. If good and bad don't exist and you feel we can do what we want does that mean you don't think Hitler, Trump, etc, etc were/are evil individuals? Also, why do you feel this way?

:jbhmm::salute:

1. I actually do believe in god. I think God is absolute infinity.

2. Well, nothing can't create something. We know something exists, even if it is just our own thoughts. If there is something, there was never a time with nothing. There has always been something and time doesn't exist, in that there is no beginning

3. I don't really believe in death as a final action. I don't believe in time either, really. I think we always exist in some form or the other. Maybe we'll get transferred somewhere else after we die. I don't remember a time before I was born, but that doesn't mean something did not occur. I'm very curious to see what happens after I die in this human form

4. There is no good or bad because there is no external reference. Everything is relative. Me, from my current human incarnate situation, I think there are good and bad things, as they relate to my experiences. But, that doesn't mean good or bad really exist in an objective way. Slavery is wrong, except for when you are a criminal. Murder is wrong, except when it is for your country., etc. etc.
 

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I was literally gonna make a thread how happier I am at this plant job because I’m around and flirty so many brehettes. It’s like a nikka went to heaven but I do feel bored with life outside of black female attention and sex. I didn’t want y’all clowns to hate on me and then I see this. Damn all I can say I hope I get better at music faster. Making beats is not easy.

you making women your “reason” and making music your “excuse” which is why you are not getting better at music.
 

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Always have goals...That's all I got :manny:

I'm always so focused on chasing the next goal I don't get time to feel unfulfilled.
 
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