WhatsGoodTy
Ya feel me
This is the worst feeling I have ever felt. My pops taught me everything on how to be man and how to do right. I was by his side all the time nikka was my best friend…how do you cope with this shyt ???
I lost my mother over the summer. Honestly, there is really nothing I can tell you that would be helpful or take the sting out of it. You just have to sit with your pain, hurt, and feelings. You have to face the hurt and go through it.. There's no way around it. Everything that you're feeling is what you're supposed to be feeling but you have to face it head on.This is the worst feeling I have ever felt. My pops taught me everything on how to be man and how to do right. I was by his side all the time nikka was my best friend…how do you cope with this shyt ???
You have to cry bro if you need to. What pops meant was to cry but keep your dignity and don't fall apart. The crying has to eventually stop and you have to continue your journey without his physical presence. He wants to know that he raised a resilient son.Even towards the end he was telling me " don't do none of tnay crying shyt " so that’s what I’m trying to do . I’m sending my prayers and love to everyone this holiday season..enjoy your people blood or not enjoy them…
I didn’t even look at it like that bro. That’s a good point man. And I feel you on the whole numb feeling bro I feel you.You have to cry bro if you need to. What pops meant was to cry but keep your dignity and don't fall apart. The crying has to eventually stop and you have to continue your journey without his physical presence. He wants to know that he raised a resilient son.
I didn't cry when my mom died. I didn't cry during the lead up to her funeral. It took until about a week after the funeral for all the pent up emotions I had been carrying to come flooding out. I was just numb from the moment she died until the funeral. I can't even explain why because I don't know.