As ppl.may or may not know, I'm a cashier at the mall and I just took my old retail job back to get extra money so I can save. I wanna move by the fall at the latest.
I came in pretty mature, thinking about just Manning up and handling my business but this shyt is unbearable man.
I'm at a different local out in a weird suburban area. These ppl are fukking weirdos man, they're like the morlocks from xmen. Nice people but theyre off man. My coworkers are weirdos, u can't even talk to them. One dude that I work with like that meme of the black guy holding the cell phone 100 % like his clone, he's a nice guy but very off. I know his p*ssy getting days are over unless he hit the lottery. Seen one white dude with a pineapple shaped head and square earrings and dressed like it's 2003 wandering aimlessly like a lost soul. Another guy was in the furniture section staring at the same 5 fukking boxes for a hour, just lost....it's sad and a harsh reminder of who I'll become if I stay here.
Place is like the twilight zone, anyway it taught me a very value lesson about capitalism. If u can't get the opportunities needed to do what u want, you'll end up in some random place you're not meant to be. Roght now , there's a chick that look and sing like Beyonce somewhere in a basement making socks in a factory somewhere or filling up gas tanks...that's how fukked up the game is when u don't have opportunity or resources.
It is what it is, life deal us all with a hand, but it's amazing how the system can shape a person fate, it's interesting...
That's why it's important to know yourself and figure out how to put yourself in environments that u can thrive in
I came in pretty mature, thinking about just Manning up and handling my business but this shyt is unbearable man.
I'm at a different local out in a weird suburban area. These ppl are fukking weirdos man, they're like the morlocks from xmen. Nice people but theyre off man. My coworkers are weirdos, u can't even talk to them. One dude that I work with like that meme of the black guy holding the cell phone 100 % like his clone, he's a nice guy but very off. I know his p*ssy getting days are over unless he hit the lottery. Seen one white dude with a pineapple shaped head and square earrings and dressed like it's 2003 wandering aimlessly like a lost soul. Another guy was in the furniture section staring at the same 5 fukking boxes for a hour, just lost....it's sad and a harsh reminder of who I'll become if I stay here.
Place is like the twilight zone, anyway it taught me a very value lesson about capitalism. If u can't get the opportunities needed to do what u want, you'll end up in some random place you're not meant to be. Roght now , there's a chick that look and sing like Beyonce somewhere in a basement making socks in a factory somewhere or filling up gas tanks...that's how fukked up the game is when u don't have opportunity or resources.
It is what it is, life deal us all with a hand, but it's amazing how the system can shape a person fate, it's interesting...
That's why it's important to know yourself and figure out how to put yourself in environments that u can thrive in
Get to the money.
might be wrong but didn't you make a thread about how giving up on life was the real way to live or something?
fukk pride. Get this money. Gotta let go of that bullshyt. When your job is harmful to your mental or physical health or even holding you back from another opportunity, thats when you should dip.
Missing out on this beautiful Chicago weather. But you know what
Next year when I can work as much or as little as I want because I have no bills, all this shyt right now will be well worth it. No shame in going a little backwards just to get ahead.
