As much as I hate to say this I must say this: we're luckier than so many people. Lol its so fukking sad it's funny to me.
I'm seconds away from hanging myself from the ceiling everyday because all this shyt is depressing, but I still have it better than a lot of people. That makes me laugh.
There's someone right now who would play Russian roulette to have the options we do. Failure to me is being middle management at some company that isn't mine in an industry I don't care about. For most people that's their goal. That's why they reach their goals at like 23.
Let's keep it real. That's not a lot of grinding. So maybe that goal wasn't so hard to accomplish. Lebron is 31 and he still hasn't reached his goal and he's worked everyday of his 31 years of life to get there.
I was complaining to my homie about being a failure and he told me he aspires to be like me. I almost laughed at him. But I thought about it and yeah my shytty position is enviable to some.
You've made some very great posts in this thread...I once stopped thru the city after work one night to look for a couple homeless people to give some change too and I met
a man and a woman who were sleeping on a bench...and the guy's name was Abraham...I'll never forget...He told me "no matter what your situation is somebody want to be in your position...that car you driving (was a ford fusion at the time) somebody wants that car...never give up or take for granted what you have because somebody out there wants it" said he hoped I get a lamborghini one day...I gave him and his lady 20 bucks apiece...and rolled out with a new appreciative perspective...I've played russian roulette with myself too...almost hung myself too but my daughter was screaming out for me at the time...i guess she sensed something cuz she was upstairs and I was in the basement...she was only 2 at the time...try to find contentment...happiness and success are overrated...give me contentment over success and happiness anyday...and this is coming from someone who was always bent on trying to make it and be successful...www.kavinthe1.com
. I rather be a hobo on the streets