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yeye good post brah


dude was just crazier than a shythouse mouse brah
yeye good post brah
I also don't agree that something like aspergers could effect somebodies social life that deeply, it has to be the parenting. Perhaps maybe he had those weirdo protective parents, the type who don't let their kids go out on hot days because they might get sick, the type who don't let their kids around dogs, the type who sees their son is skinny and small, and doesn't put them in a contact sport, or introduce them to running or something physical that can build their body and there are lots of those idiot parents.
Mostly myself, social anxiety for me is really based upon how I feel others probably perceive me BUT because I have really low self esteem and think of myself low, I worry and then assume others see me as how I see myself then I place it on them.. they must see me as ugly, weird, whatever so I must be.. Then I feel even worse cause I convince myself they perceive me to be and feel a sense of not belonging and wanting to get away.
He said he had social anxiety. He was with a group of people drinking on a bench, he was quiet and they started asking him about why he was quiet and he mentions how he hated when people asked him that because they don't know how bad social anxiety feels. He also mentions feelings of worthlessness.
Hate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat(he deserves to be in hell tho). I mean i'm about to turn 22 in two weeks and I'm in the same situation elliot was in(minus being rich). Ever since I was 16(when my social anxiety kicked in) I basically hid away from the world. got rid of the friends i did have, dropped out of school(I did finish later on) and stopped hanging out with family members I enjoyed hanging out with. and since then I feel less empathetic towards people and a certain inadequacy around people my age especially when it comes to dating. I mean I don't blame women neither do I hate on men who can get women. and it's not like there haven't been women who were interested in me(the last one was really tolerant about my SA), but the feeling of them being way ahead of me socially/sexually is way too much for me.
And it's not like im not trying to change, I'm looking for a job and planning on joining the gym next month, but in my mind I feel like I'm doing this to please others/ for nothing, cause in a way I have no problem being by myself considering I'm naturally an introvert too.
Hate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat
His last video even freaked his parents out, because it was obvious he lost it by then. I guess it was like watching someone cross into the dark side.
Damn breh we sound exactly alikeHate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat(he deserves to be in hell tho). I mean i'm about to turn 22 in two weeks and I'm in the same situation elliot was in(minus being rich). Ever since I was 16(when my social anxiety kicked in) I basically hid away from the world. got rid of the friends i did have, dropped out of school(I did finish later on) and stopped hanging out with family members I enjoyed hanging out with. and since then I feel less empathetic towards people and a certain inadequacy around people my age especially when it comes to dating. I mean I don't blame women neither do I hate on men who can get women. and it's not like there haven't been women who were interested in me(the last one was really tolerant about my SA), but the feeling of them being way ahead of me socially/sexually is way too much for me.
And it's not like im not trying to change, I'm looking for a job and planning on joining the gym next month, but in my mind I feel like I'm doing this to please others/ for nothing, cause in a way I have no problem being by myself considering I'm naturally an introvert too.
Average.Not basic, but not unique/singular.
Damn breh we sound exactly alikeYou were spot on when you were saying you feel inadequate around people your age
I feel the same way with everyoneI assume females aren't interested, I assume people are talking about me even if they're not, I just stay to myself alot and keep it pushin
I come off as cold and distant in real life but that couldn't be further from the truth based on who I really am
It's like I don't wanna be this way but I can't help it
Damn breh we sound exactly alikeYou were spot on when you were saying you feel inadequate around people your age
I feel the same way with everyoneI assume females aren't interested, I assume people are talking about me even if they're not, I just stay to myself alot and keep it pushin
I come off as cold and distant in real life but that couldn't be further from the truth based on who I really am
It's like I don't wanna be this way but I can't help it
How? I can't sympathize with him at all. Like I stated before, many people out there experience the same problems and almost none of them violently lash out at innocent people like he did.