Lame weirdo cac with no hoes goes on killing spree and records video confession (7 dead)

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Hate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat(he deserves to be in hell tho). I mean i'm about to turn 22 in two weeks and I'm in the same situation elliot was in(minus being rich). Ever since I was 16(when my social anxiety kicked in) I basically hid away from the world. got rid of the friends i did have, dropped out of school(I did finish later on) and stopped hanging out with family members I enjoyed hanging out with. and since then I feel less empathetic towards people and a certain inadequacy around people my age especially when it comes to dating. I mean I don't blame women neither do I hate on men who can get women. and it's not like there haven't been women who were interested in me(the last one was really tolerant about my SA), but the feeling of them being way ahead of me socially/sexually is way too much for me.

And it's not like im not trying to change, I'm looking for a job and planning on joining the gym next month, but in my mind I feel like I'm doing this to please others/ for nothing, cause in a way I have no problem being by myself considering I'm naturally an introvert too.
 

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I also don't agree that something like aspergers could effect somebodies social life that deeply, it has to be the parenting. Perhaps maybe he had those weirdo protective parents, the type who don't let their kids go out on hot days because they might get sick, the type who don't let their kids around dogs, the type who sees their son is skinny and small, and doesn't put them in a contact sport, or introduce them to running or something physical that can build their body and there are lots of those idiot parents.

I don't doubt he had social anxiety and a whole bunch of other psychiatric problems.

But his home life was probably didn't help his cause.

He posted disturbing videos months ago, and all his parents did was tell him to take it down.

The parents probably figured therapy & BMWs/$500 sweaters would be a substitute for good parenting & love.

His last video even freaked his parents out, because it was obvious he lost it by then. I guess it was like watching someone cross into the dark side.
 

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Mostly myself, social anxiety for me is really based upon how I feel others probably perceive me BUT because I have really low self esteem and think of myself low, I worry and then assume others see me as how I see myself then I place it on them.. they must see me as ugly, weird, whatever so I must be.. Then I feel even worse cause I convince myself they perceive me to be and feel a sense of not belonging and wanting to get away.

He said he had social anxiety. He was with a group of people drinking on a bench, he was quiet and they started asking him about why he was quiet and he mentions how he hated when people asked him that because they don't know how bad social anxiety feels. He also mentions feelings of worthlessness.

Hate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat(he deserves to be in hell tho). I mean i'm about to turn 22 in two weeks and I'm in the same situation elliot was in(minus being rich). Ever since I was 16(when my social anxiety kicked in) I basically hid away from the world. got rid of the friends i did have, dropped out of school(I did finish later on) and stopped hanging out with family members I enjoyed hanging out with. and since then I feel less empathetic towards people and a certain inadequacy around people my age especially when it comes to dating. I mean I don't blame women neither do I hate on men who can get women. and it's not like there haven't been women who were interested in me(the last one was really tolerant about my SA), but the feeling of them being way ahead of me socially/sexually is way too much for me.

And it's not like im not trying to change, I'm looking for a job and planning on joining the gym next month, but in my mind I feel like I'm doing this to please others/ for nothing, cause in a way I have no problem being by myself considering I'm naturally an introvert too.

i was in the sameee fukking boat man. from the age of around 13 all the way to 22 i was in my own world. i had no friends through high school and no friends after. i felt all alone in the world despite living at home with both parents and 2 brothers. i despised my younger brother for having a life and getting bytches cause i was still a virgin. i never thought about doing any shootings, but suicide did cross my mind. its an ugly ugly ugly horrible feeling to feel all alone in the world when you have family. to go to school and feel like everybody laughs at u. to want love but to feel like girls would rather kill themselves than talk to u in public.

thankfully, i made the right set of friends around the age of 20 that slowly pulled me out of my shell. they were all popular and very good and skilled socially and instead of making fun of me or making me feel like a huge loser, they made me feel like i was just like them and never made me feel like i didnt belong. i had my times when i felt like shyt watching them pull bytches when i couldnt even talk to them, but then slowly i lost that fear. lost my virginity at 22, had a couple of relationships, kept growing socially and now im 30 and im married to a beautiful woman and i had to have 2 bachelor parties because all the friends and family i have couldnt fit in any 1 place.

just gotta keep pushing forward man. just gotta remember that even the cool nikkas that pull bytches left and right have insecurities, they are just a lot better at hiding it.


and definitely definitely definitely remember, bytches aint shyt :comeon:

that pedestal shyt :camby:
 

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(click the link, because she's nude and this isn't JBO. Nevermind, don't click the link, let me find a different one because it got redirected)

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(the booty's been photoshopped, but I've seen sisters built like this all the time.)
 
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Hate to say this, but I can sympathize with him somewhat(he deserves to be in hell tho). I mean i'm about to turn 22 in two weeks and I'm in the same situation elliot was in(minus being rich). Ever since I was 16(when my social anxiety kicked in) I basically hid away from the world. got rid of the friends i did have, dropped out of school(I did finish later on) and stopped hanging out with family members I enjoyed hanging out with. and since then I feel less empathetic towards people and a certain inadequacy around people my age especially when it comes to dating. I mean I don't blame women neither do I hate on men who can get women. and it's not like there haven't been women who were interested in me(the last one was really tolerant about my SA), but the feeling of them being way ahead of me socially/sexually is way too much for me.

And it's not like im not trying to change, I'm looking for a job and planning on joining the gym next month, but in my mind I feel like I'm doing this to please others/ for nothing, cause in a way I have no problem being by myself considering I'm naturally an introvert too.
Damn breh we sound exactly alike :wow: You were spot on when you were saying you feel inadequate around people your age


I feel the same way with everyone :snoop: I assume females aren't interested, I assume people are talking about me even if they're not, I just stay to myself alot and keep it pushin :yeshrug: I come off as cold and distant in real life but that couldn't be further from the truth based on who I really am


It's like I don't wanna be this way but I can't help it
 
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Average. :yeshrug: Not basic, but not unique/singular.

This...nothing special at all and I'm not feeling her. There are thousands of girls that look exactly like her in is country...

If one's standard of beauty is "blonde and white and skinny" I think it's safe to you have terrible tastes in women. I never got that anyways...

Some of us just aren't feeling that...accept it and move on. Y'all love overrating average and below average white women on here.
 
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Damn breh we sound exactly alike :wow: You were spot on when you were saying you feel inadequate around people your age


I feel the same way with everyone :snoop: I assume females aren't interested, I assume people are talking about me even if they're not, I just stay to myself alot and keep it pushin :yeshrug: I come off as cold and distant in real life but that couldn't be further from the truth based on who I really am


It's like I don't wanna be this way but I can't help it

Yeah, I was thinking about this last night...i think I've suffered from some social anxiety in the past. It's a bytch mayne...especially with the bolded.

I feel like it's hurt me with the opposite sex as well. I've noticed mad women checking me out in the past...sayin I should model, that I'm hot, that dapped my pics in the men of TLR thread, that assume I'm some player...it couldn't be any further from the truth. I wasn't some ladykiller...I was a nerd and a weirdo to people but couldn't be proude cause it made me who I am today. Then again, I've always been that misfit.

I grew up in a place (Pittsburgh) where women just flocked to jocky/frat white dudes and black dude that played sports. I was neither.

I ended up getting really angry with people to the point where when I was attending Pitt where I just went to class, did my work, and talked to no one.

All my friends were outside of school anyways, I was too old for the college scene at that point.

It's hard to get over, but I feel like it's slowly but surely going away cause I'm in a new city...because now I feel like if it's not social anxiety, it's my current lack of funds/being broke that's killing my confidence. It's always one thing or another.

Life shouldn't have to be like this...
 

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Damn breh we sound exactly alike :wow: You were spot on when you were saying you feel inadequate around people your age


I feel the same way with everyone :snoop: I assume females aren't interested, I assume people are talking about me even if they're not, I just stay to myself alot and keep it pushin :yeshrug: I come off as cold and distant in real life but that couldn't be further from the truth based on who I really am


It's like I don't wanna be this way but I can't help it

:wow: That's a hard life.

I feel for you dude, hopefully you grow out of that,
 

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How? I can't sympathize with him at all. Like I stated before, many people out there experience the same problems and almost none of them violently lash out at innocent people like he did.

:whoa: Maybe sympathize was the wrong word to use, cause I don't agree with what he did at all, just that this situation got me looking back at my past mistakes.
 
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