Lets Go To Prison updated

[I AM WE ARE]

Cant read no more of this thread after this one man. As someone who just got over a serious bout with depression and contemplated suicide many times man that story is heavy. Top it off the nikka name is Jesse and that's my govt.

even though they moved jesse to another unit, i go check on him. and honestly his eyes light up. he's like "big man, you came back for the champ" he asks when he's going to be free and when i'm taking him to vegas. i always tell him the same"we waiting on drs and the judge" i honestly don't want jesse to get out. he has no support on the outside and he's mentally unstable. if he's not in the right hands he'll either be killed or end up back in jail.

 

[I AM WE ARE]

I've heard some terrible stories.

share and i can tell you whats real and whats

 

[Aphrodite]

share and i can tell you whats real and whats

About the rapes/harassment of trans chicks.
I visit a trans related blog and I've read stories of them being raped multiple times sometimes by guards in showers. One story which has haunted me was an Asian ts who got gang raped and one of the guys was HIV positive and gave it to her. She's now an activist and was trying to change up some laws regarding jail and trans inmates. I actually think she was in a jail and not a prison. I'm not sure. It still gives me some anxiety.
I've also heard that trans are targeted and fought over/killed over.

 

[Originalgangsta317]

I've heard some terrible stories.

Yea it's tough,my time in there was rough at first but as you sadly adapt it becomes a bit easier

 

[I AM WE ARE]

About the rapes/harassment of trans chicks.
I visit a trans related blog and I've read stories of them being raped multiple times sometimes by guards in showers. One story which has haunted me was an Asian ts who got gang raped and one of the guys was HIV positive and gave it to her. She's now an activist and was trying to change up some laws regarding jail and trans inmates. I actually think she was in a jail and not a prison. I'm not sure. It still gives me some anxiety.
I've also heard that trans are targeted and fought over/killed over.

in some prisons, yes. because they are the closest thing to a female that they can get their hands on. so yes there have been fights over ts inmates. the problem with diseases is, that you can't disclose who has what because of hippa and that puts everyone at risk. even if you are not doing anything sexual with an inmate, you still have to interact with them and gloves don't stop everything. but jail rules are different than prison rules and the showers are more open.

 

[I AM WE ARE]

Yea it's tough,my time in there was rough at first but as you sadly adapt it becomes a bit easier

thats just it. there are really no "easy" days in prison. its just days where things don't affect you as much. you just become used to them and then sadly numb to it. i'm not gay in no means but i'm so used to mfs beating off when i do my rounds i'm numb to it. my shock value gauge is broken. i've seen dudes stick ink pens in their penis to hurt themselves. dudes sticking their whole hand inside their a$$hole for pleasure. so yea by now, something really shocking me is far and few between.

 

[I AM WE ARE]

the sad part is, working with mentally ill inmates 6 days on 3 days off 16 hours a day is similar to working and living in an insane asylum. you start to take on the characteristics of the inmates and it heightens whatever you have inside you ie a bad temper, depression, anger issues,etc

 

[Originalgangsta317]

thats just it. there are really no "easy" days in prison. its just days where things don't affect you as much. you just become used to them and then sadly numb to it. i'm not gay in no means but i'm so used to mfs beating off when i do my rounds i'm numb to it. my shock value gauge is broken. i've seen dudes stick ink pens in their penis to hurt themselves. dudes sticking their whole hand inside their a$$hole for pleasure. so yea by now, something really shocking me is far and few between.

Exactly that's why I said sadly adapt,it's a nightmare for anyone to be in there. Yea once I went to level 5 and came back down to 2,I could handle anything thrown at me,nothing shocked me anymore.

 

[I AM WE ARE]

Exactly that's why I said sadly adapt,it's a nightmare for anyone to be in there. Yea once I went to level 5 and came back down to 2,I could handle anything thrown at me,nothing shocked me anymore.

bruh i don't know how you did it. the ones at my prison once they leave my unit and go back to gp, within a week or two they are back. either from fighting or not wanting to be around people.

 

[Originalgangsta317]

bruh i don't know how you did it. the ones at my prison once they leave my unit and go back to gp, within a week or two they are back. either from fighting or not wanting to be around people.

It wasn't easy it took me 3.5 years to get my level back down,but by then I understood do as the CO's say and I can go home and I just held on to that and avoided static with other inmates as much as possible

 

[Arcavian]

About the rapes/harassment of trans chicks.
I visit a trans related blog and I've read stories of them being raped multiple times sometimes by guards in showers. One story which has haunted me was an Asian ts who got gang raped and one of the guys was HIV positive and gave it to her. She's now an activist and was trying to change up some laws regarding jail and trans inmates. I actually think she was in a jail and not a prison. I'm not sure. It still gives me some anxiety.
I've also heard that trans are targeted and fought over/killed over.

Most facilities keep them isolated to keep them safe from rape and harassment but atnone particular place i worked at they all went to rec with general population and there werent any problems except pat searchs

The inmates would whistle and laugh and thought that shyt was hilarious....

I didn't

 

[Aphrodite]

Thank god I've never been put into a situation to send me to jail or prison. I can't even imagine.
Props to everyone who has been and made it out ok here.

 

[ndthentherewasx]

that prison food is the worst shyt has literally no taste to it,bland as hell

if you not used to eating that shyt, don't start you'll end up sick as fukk. i ate prison food for a week so i can see what it was like and i gained weight and was sick the whole week.

Can't believe you ate the food there, got an uncle over in TX that worked as a CO and way he told me that one of the guards where he was at was poisoned and killed by inmates that serve the food.


He says he always felt bad when he would put the beats on inmates that didn't listen.


What got you to start working there, why you still there breh? How muh you making yearly

 

[mannyrs13]

@Originalgangsta317 how have you been doing since you got out? I can imagine it takes a lot of inner strength to avoid any problems to stay out of there. I know you got the coli and you're active about your workout regime. Has having a strong supportive unit helped you out? I'd imagine you stay away from the old friends that can get you in trouble or just don't interact with them as much anymore? You're still young right? I think you younger than me. I'd imagine it's tougher for younger prisoners especially with all the peer pressure out there and if you don't have a strong support system. Have you been working on something productive to keep yourself out of negativity?

@nawlinsnfinest , about how much of the inmates are there for minor drug offenses? Isn't that the main reason most get arrested? Especially for black males since weed is a popular drug. Would you say the more violent types are the killers and rapists or does it depend on the person? I hear rapists and child molesters don't survive at all or get killed quick.

 

[Originalgangsta317]

@Originalgangsta317 how have you been doing since you got out? I can imagine it takes a lot of inner strength to avoid any problems to stay out of there. I know you got the coli and you're active about your workout regime. Has having a strong supportive unit helped you out? I'd imagine you stay away from the old friends that can get you in trouble or just don't interact with them as much anymore? You're still young right? I think you younger than me. I'd imagine it's tougher for younger prisoners especially with all the peer pressure out there and if you don't have a strong support system. Have you been working on something productive to keep yourself out of negativity?

@nawlinsnfinest , about how much of the inmates are there for minor drug offenses? Isn't that the main reason most get arrested? Especially for black males since weed is a popular drug. Would you say the more violent types are the killers and rapists or does it depend on the person? I hear rapists and child molesters don't survive at all or get killed quick.

I been good,and actually all you need is that experience and if you dont change it's something wrong,I never wanna go back and never will,prison should change ANYONE,but sadly it doesn't.

Yea working out,going to work and posting on here and hangin wit my chick keeps me out the way,and I'm fine with that,a strong support def helps,but mines wasn't that strong,I had a few people,but I never wanted for nothing in the joint or out here,so if someone doesn't have one of those,they will have a tough time surving in prison which makes them possibly turn to doing illegal things in there which gets you more time,and when released they wont have any support so its right back to crime,then right back to prison,once you get a number its hard to stay out the way,prison is designed for you to go back.

I still hang with my old homies,I just know how to distance myself from the nonsense,I think alot more before reacting now,it's all about making the best decision for you,you can hang around the devil and still be an angel,peer pressure and living up to a rep is what fukks most people up.

Yea I just turned 26,and yes as I said earlier above peer pressure is def 90% of the reason young guys get locked up,and my job,girl,the gym and thecoli keeps me out the way for now