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Sonic Boom of the South

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I hope dude reaches out to a coli member and call the suicide prevention line



If u reading this

If ya wife want to abandon u at this extreme moment in yalls life she wasn't a real 1 to begin witj

From your own post u knew she came from a shytty background

So u know she too weak to stay strong and ride the pain out with u

U done spent yall whole marriage making it easy and catering to her


fukk her brah

She clearing the way for u to meet a real 1 later

Right now look after your kids
Get help
Get ya health right
If u think religion might help seek it
 
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Sorry for your loss. June 2020 wasn't too long ago, so it's normal to feel the way you do, especially when it was an immediate family member. But the pain will go away. You may not remember exactly when it does, but it will. Stay strong.
 
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Verbal Kint said:
Got my glock, got the oxy, got the crown, got the pills. Gonna get this shyt done. Been praying all day. Shot still fukked.
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Put the self destruction down!

Nothing productive is going to come from running away. I feel for your loss, truly, but it is the kids I feel for the most.

As a man now, I grew up knowing my pops ain't want to deal with me and my siblings. That hurt. It caused years of damage that I'm finally getting rid of now two decades later.

Leaving your kids with this pain multiplied with their father succumbing to it is going to destroy them.

Your wife has made her choice that everything she wanted is no longer here and is turning away. You still have everything you need. 3 more kids that look to you for strength, protection, guidance and so many other immeasurable qualities that only you can describe.

1-800-273-8255

Call them. Immediately, don't read another post. Call them.

Please do it for yourself and your children.
 
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Verbal Kint said:
I appreciate the love. The day after i posted this the wife asked for a divorce. That bytch. I been nothing but a good and faithful husband to this woman. She got all sorts of trauma feom her fukked up childhood. Given her love, patience, kindness, all that. But she aint happy. I dedicated my life to my family and now its gone. Aint got shyt else to live for. Shot is fukked up. Apent my life trying to do right. Put my family first. Pit my wife first. Took in her younger brothers and raised them like my own. Took in her addict mother and let her live with us, ahowed nothing but respect to her. Lived in her hometown. Embraced her family like my own. Gave her space gave her love. Did everything i could for her. Now she wants to leave me. My life is fukking over. I grew up an only child of divorce. All i ever wanted was a family of my own. My worst fear was losing a child. Every fathers day i said all i wanted was a healthy family. That was taken from me. Growing up my biggest fear was growing old alone. I grew up alone. Had no siblings, no first or second cousins. I said when i got married it was for life. Real talk Id deal with damn near anything short of cheating because i aint wanna be alone. She knew that. She said it was forever. She would say ‘me and you till the world blows up’. She would say divorce wasn’t and option. But now she wants to leave. Im fukked up. Cant do this shyt no more. And I miss my boy. All i have left of him is this fukking video. Look at my boy yall. He was perfect
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Verbal Kint said:
Got my glock, got the oxy, got the crown, got the pills. Gonna get this shyt done. Been praying all day. Shot still fukked.
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There's brighter days ahead, man. Don't sell yourself short so quickly. You still got your other kids depending on you. You might even be able to mend it with your wife someday, but you can't do any of this if you're dead. Stop with the drugs (they're impairing you) and truck the fukk through this shyt breh.
 
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