life fukking sucks for me. seriously its not good to dwell on the past but..

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my 10 high school reunion is near. im 27.

these 2 dudes i went to high school with, they both took risk to become ''actors". i check out their imdb and twitter from time to time. i see these mother fukkers traveling overseas to like london and paris. they shooting straight to dvd type movies but having small roles and popular CW, ABC, NBC tv show credits. but still :angry: ...

im sitting here working this shytty ass job and i graduated college :pacspit: how the fukk they doing better than me blows my mind. they doing what they want to do :deadhorse:

not just them. i ran into another kid a graduated high school with yesterday and telling me what he was up to. i did way better than this kid in school and he gotta better job and making way more than me :pacspit:.

i swear to god brehs, i seriously want to quit my fukking job and start my own business or something. i feel like im fukking stuck here in South Carolina. :sadbron:
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As long as you continue to compare yourself to others you will feel like shyt.
 

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I just started my own business best idea I ever had. I graduated college had a good job for a year moved back home. got my self togeter waited about 3 months no one was hiring so I started my own shyt. I got two clients right now makin about a grand a month not much but I got two more clients lined up this week.

I did it so can you but its not gonna happen if you sitttin there crying and shyt. go and get it
 

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Believe me I know your pain....my life sucks.

I graduated college in 2008.....was never able to find a job unlike all my other friends who work in finance or went to law school. I went on interview after interview and was turned down to pretty much everything.

My Dream was always to DJ (and produce but I haven't focused on it as much, getting back on it now) and as many clubs as I've been able to spin at the money is so inconsistent right now. It sucks, I'm deep in student loan debt and can barely afford to hang out with my friends who all live in NY. I mean I've been blessed to make money from my dream but it's just not enough....I've done some pretty big events too & am a staple in the club scene in my city. Went on a few tours but I just feel like I'm working so hard and just can't cut through, like Kanye said on New God Flow........and it's like even if I wanted to quit I can't because I can't even get a regular job. I'm just stuck chasing a dream that right now feels like a dead end job. When you're getting paid properly and eating living out your dream is the best thing in the world but when you're not it can become a nightmare. I just need a job to take a bit of the pressure off since I have so much student loan debt.
 

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my 10 high school reunion is near. im 27.

these 2 dudes i went to high school with, they both took risk to become ''actors". i check out their imdb and twitter from time to time. i see these mother fukkers traveling overseas to like london and paris. they shooting straight to dvd type movies but having small roles and popular CW, ABC, NBC tv show credits. but still :angry: ...

im sitting here working this shytty ass job and i graduated college :pacspit: how the fukk they doing better than me blows my mind. they doing what they want to do :deadhorse:

not just them. i ran into another kid a graduated high school with yesterday and telling me what he was up to. i did way better than this kid in school and he gotta better job and making way more than me :pacspit:.

i swear to god brehs, i seriously want to quit my fukking job and start my own business or something. i feel like im fukking stuck here in South Carolina. :sadbron:

I know how you felt bruh. Back in '09 I was down in the dumps. Dead end job, hoodrat for a girl, massive credit card debt. Then I said "Nah, I aint going out like this!" So made a resolution that 2010 was gonna be my year, and MAN, I made strides. I mean, I didnt get quite to where I wanted to be, but I was doing it. 2011 came and WOW man, I got that 2% raise (yea it was the same job, but so what?) and ya boy was balling. But I still wasnt satisfied. So 2012 came, finally ditched the rat (she was stealing from me the whole damn time) and applied for that manager's position, cause flipping these burgers was giving me carpal tunnel. Yea, I didnt get the position, but still man I tried, and thats a huge accomplishment. But real super duper talk, 2013, Ima do it Ima do it Ima do it. Yall gon know my name, watch, Ima...







ahh fukk it, somebody







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my 10 high school reunion is near. im 27.

these 2 dudes i went to high school with, they both took risk to become ''actors". i check out their imdb and twitter from time to time. i see these mother fukkers traveling overseas to like london and paris. they shooting straight to dvd type movies but having small roles and popular CW, ABC, NBC tv show credits. but still :angry: ...

im sitting here working this shytty ass job and i graduated college :pacspit: how the fukk they doing better than me blows my mind. they doing what they want to do :deadhorse:

not just them. i ran into another kid a graduated high school with yesterday and telling me what he was up to. i did way better than this kid in school and he gotta better job and making way more than me :pacspit:.

i swear to god brehs, i seriously want to quit my fukking job and start my own business or something. i feel like im fukking stuck here in South Carolina. :sadbron:

drops some names for these actors or :duck:
 

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You got a roof over your head? Food in your fridge? Healthy?

Your doing better than most people in the world.

Doctors in Cuba making 200 a month an you crying?

I really can't stand ungrateful nikkas like yoi
 

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Breh stick with that job n stack ur bread for 3 or 4 years. Idk how much u making right now, but if ur in position to save 25k a year, do it. In three years you'll be 30. Buy an existing business ( start ur own if ur a risk taker) that's successful. You'll have 75k/100k and whatever the remaining balance is u can take out a loan. Be your own boss. I'm 24 and that's the road Map I'm following cuz that 9-5 shyt isn't life.

My homies clown me cuz I currently don't have a life right now cuz all I'm doing is working and not spending any of my money, but hey I got a plan in life.

And sometimes u gotta sacrifice a few years of your life living how most of ur peers ain't willing to live so u can spend the rest of ur life living how a majority of your peers won't be able to live

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Believe me I know your pain....my life sucks.

I graduated college in 2008.....was never able to find a job unlike all my other friends who work in finance or went to law school. I went on interview after interview and was turned down to pretty much everything.

My Dream was always to DJ (and produce but I haven't focused on it as much, getting back on it now) and as many clubs as I've been able to spin at the money is so inconsistent right now. It sucks, I'm deep in student loan debt and can barely afford to hang out with my friends who all live in NY. I mean I've been blessed to make money from my dream but it's just not enough....I've done some pretty big events too & am a staple in the club scene in my city. Went on a few tours but I just feel like I'm working so hard and just can't cut through, like Kanye said on New God Flow........and it's like even if I wanted to quit I can't because I can't even get a regular job. I'm just stuck chasing a dream that right now feels like a dead end job. When you're getting paid properly and eating living out your dream is the best thing in the world but when you're not it can become a nightmare. I just need a job to take a bit of the pressure off since I have so much student loan debt.

who did you go on tour with? I :salute: I used to produce and did some showcases, battles and networking events. I made alot of contacts but I got burned out by this gay ass industry so I stopped making beats. Stick with it homey its all about timing and hard work.
 

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"If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself...Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection." Desiderata, By Max Ehrmann
Or you can just off yourself:pacspit:
 

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who did you go on tour with? I :salute: I used to produce and did some showcases, battles and networking events. I made alot of contacts but I got burned out by this gay ass industry so I stopped making beats. Stick with it homey its all about timing and hard work.

I did a some shows with an artist named Sterling Simms...

but I work with a lot of up and comers too

my mentor DJs for damn near everyone in the Industry from Common to J Cole to Marsha to Nas. I'm just trying to get on his level....I'm about to switch my shyt up tho and spin more EDM, trap-EDM and all that. Get into Vegas and Ac.
 
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