Life & Times Of: AVthaPHARAOH (Free Dap+Rep for EVERYONE, Even CaCs)

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congrats. you definitely got a blessing being able to rearrange your life. Don't let anyone take that from you.
 

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Good read. I been through similar but not the illegal shyt, I never had to hustle in that way, I was always clever enough to work the white collar world, but that dont mean it's been easy. Moved out when I was 17, neither of my parents are affectionate and I too live this life for and by myself. Had a couple of tragedies, and been living a renegade rogue life in various countries for some time now. Just got back from Korea, I randomly went there with 4 hours notice, and was chilling there for a week dolo. My life has been one big journey, most of it doing all by myself, having hangover (the movie) episodes with strangers I meet along the way, then jumping on a plane never to see them again. Sometimes I wonder if I want to go back to the cubical life, or if this is just what I was destined to be like, part of me thinks it is, another part thinks this can't be healthy, I will turn back at 45 with no family or house and be like wtf had I been doing this whole time? another part of me is why do I need a family and house? I don't like life long commitments, why can't I just be a vagrant forever? whats wrong with that? People that explored the globe back in 1535 were just that.

Its good you found stability tho, I find comfort in uncertainty and sporadic chaos. That shyt aint ordinary. But you know, after you almost die like I did (long story) you view life and all this superficial bullshyt people put emphasis on totally different. Now a days I just want to see as much as possible before my short life ends and that doesn't intel a grey box making good figures that Ill barely enjoy in the grand scheme of things.
 

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Great read Im on probation right now but when you was on probation did you ever keep that date in the back of your head as to when you would be off?? And once you was off probation was it a sigh of relief or did you just keep it moving and took it as a lesson??
 

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What happened to your "ride along" that snitched? You had some real bad judgement for a real long time. Glad it all worked out for you. And I don't need the dap and rep.
 

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:salute:

Your post always came across like you had a "real" life story to tell.

One question I do have, when your people "ratted" on you the first time, how could you allow yourself to build trust in anyone else like that again. Was there a specific reason you couldn't do the job that got you that time on your own?

I tell people all the time, when the man put 5-10 years on the table in front of your boy, you really think he is going to eat that? :usure:
 

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On some real shyt,

Props to you for not using your past as an excuse to continue living a fukked up life. I know too many felons who talk that "Imma do right when I get out" shyt and disappear 2 years later only to find out they got more time than the last or the judge said "fukk it" and gave em football years.

You're already on the right path with the job. Keep improving yourself, build some paper behind your name (degree, certs, businesses) and that employers won't give a fukk about your past.

Props breh :salute:
 
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