Losing a parent?

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Lost my moms. Honestly, its something you never get over. Doesnt help the last time I saw her I was a rude and snappy teen that just wanted to borrow her ipod.
sometimes that's the worst feeling

i lost my mom at 15, when i couldnt still fully comprehend how life was and how really really important she is relative to that.

now that i'm older (23 now) it's like hitting me a little more every year


i also cant shake the feeling that my dad might go within the next few years. This year alone we found out he has diabetes, high blood pressure and enlarged prostate.
 

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sometimes that's the worst feeling

i lost my mom at 15, when i couldnt still fully comprehend how life was and how really really important she is relative to that.

now that i'm older (23 now) it's like hitting me a little more every year


i also cant shake the feeling that my dad might go within the next few years. This year alone we found out he has diabetes, high blood pressure and enlarged prostate.

:to: damn, that shyt sad.
 

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sometimes that's the worst feeling

i lost my mom at 15, when i couldnt still fully comprehend how life was and how really really important she is relative to that.

now that i'm older (23 now) it's like hitting me a little more every year


i also cant shake the feeling that my dad might go within the next few years. This year alone we found out he has diabetes, high blood pressure and enlarged prostate.
I feel you. Im just an emotionally void person, my mom was there but she was kinda in and out. I was a VERY confused child and Im still confused.

Kinda scares me that one day it might hit me but right now it isnt something on my radar.
Still cant look at pics of her, my bro just posted a tbt with me amd her for Christmas and I just turned away.
 

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It never ends...I lost my mom December 26th, 2008. I've been dealing with sadness for six years. My grandma's death was just as bad....since I was used to seeing her everyday.
Now THAT I couldnt deal with. All the people that died in my life were estranged in a way. Prayers.
 

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got my parents still but my mom hasnt been the same since my grandma died. she pretty much gave up on life after that. shyt is kinda tough to deal with at times

keep your head up tho breh. shyt aint easy at all.
 
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