Michael Jackson Was Absolutely Insane

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he was just an addict. the result of getting his hair burned off and having unlimited money and resources at his disposal. pretty similar to prince.
Add loneliness to that too. Being super famous since a child fukks with your head bc you see how dirty people can be at an early age.
 

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The lyrics of this song are something else:

He got flat baby
Kick in the back baby
A heart attack baby
I need your body

A hot kiss honey
He's just a bytch baby
You make me sick baby

So unrelying

I'm such a swine baby
All down the line daddy
I hate your kind baby

So unreliable

A hot buzz baby
He's one of us baby

Another drug baby
You so desire

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine

Hoo!

They got place baby
Kicked in the face baby
You hate your race baby
You're just a liar

Your every lick baby
Your dog's a bytch baby
You make me sick baby
You soul survivor

She never cut from me
She never cut baby
I had to work baby
You just a rival

Always to please daddy
Right up and leave daddy

You're throwing shame daddy
So undesirable

Trust in me
Just in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine

Go on, babe

Relax
This won't hurt you
Before I put it in
Close your eyes and count to ten

Don't cry
I won't convert you
There's no need to dismay
Close your eyes and drift away

Demerol
Demerol
Oh, God, he's taking Demerol
Demerol
Demerol
Oh, God, he's taking Demerol

He's tried
Hard to convince her
To be over what he had
Today he wants it twice as bad

Don't cry
I won't resent you
Yesterday you had his trust
Today he's taking twice as much

Demerol
Demerol
Oh, God, he's taking Demerol
Hee-hee-hee
Demerol
Demerol
Oh, my, he's got his Demerol
Hee
Oooh

Oh!

He got shyt baby
Your dog's a bytch baby
You make me sick baby
You are a liar

Is truth a game daddy
To win the fame baby

It's all the same baby
You're so reliable

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
She's doin' morphine

Hoo!

You just sit around just talkin' nothing
You're takin' morphine
Hoo!
Go on, baby
You just sit around just talking about it
You're takin' morphine
Hoo-hoo!
Just sit around just talking nothing about it
You're takin' morphine
You just sit around just talking about it
You're taking morphine
You just sit around just talkin' nothin'
And takin' morphine



It describes how he first got introduced and hooked during the burns incident and the following descent into addiction along with his unwillingness to stop when he saw what it is because of the relief it brings. People literally slept through this and when I heard it I was "WTF?" at the lyrics but in retrospect it explained so much because he was obviously zooted so many times out in public. Look at this:



Taylor was holding onto him so he wouldn't float away into lower Earth orbit because he was already on another planet in that clip. Still got nothing on the Godfather though who was doing it big way before MJ met a syringe:



You could literally feel the waves flowing through James as he sat there gurning away.


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What was in his veins was there to offset his pain.

Can you imagine what it feels like being the loneliest and most famous person on the planet all at once? Never having a friend. Everyone looking at you like a meal ticket and green eyes being the only lens they see you in? Mike was built different because it takes an immense amount of strength to take what he had and make it into what he did, even when they tried to have him killed numerous times before they bought his chapter to an end.

This hits my soul more ways than one breh. Wow...
 

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This hits my soul more ways than one breh. Wow...

The truth of addiction is its just a symptom of a deeper infliction as there are wounds deep within that weep tears we can't see but most certainly feel. To escape these and the pain they bring people will do the most illogical, self destructive things for a glimpse of remedy to keep their sanity and just make it through the day, only to do it all again until there is nothing left to give.

Its easy to judge from outside looking in but those who know of where I speak comprehend what is said due to the nature of resonance that dwells within their chest cavity and the desire to break free from a misery that you carry around secretly.

I couldn't help but notice your pain... Share it with me.
 

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The truth of addiction is its just a symptom of a deeper infliction as there are wounds deep within that weep tears we can't see but most certainly feel. To escape these and the pain they bring people will do the most illogical, self destructive things for a glimpse of remedy to keep their sanity and just make it through the day, only to do it all again until there is nothing left to give.

Its easy to judge from outside looking in but those who know of where I speak comprehend what is said due to the nature of resonance that dwells within their chest cavity and the desire to break free from a misery that you carry around secretly.

I couldn't help but notice your pain... Share it with me.

Breh, let me put it like this. Laughter is the biggest pokerface to a man that put everything he owns on the card table:mjcry:
 

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Breh, let me put it like this. Laughter is the biggest pokerface to a man that put everything he owns on the card table:mjcry:

The sad clown whose false grin exists to hide the pain within is something truly symbolic of life and the deeper meaning of existence. Comedians know this well. The rest just laugh to themselves because they can't comprehend beyond the scope of their narrow vision and think its got nothing to do with them...
 

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dilaudid is the one I think did him in

Years back one of my wife coworkers a fellow nurse was getting high on that shyt ON THE CLOCK

And ruined her career got caught nodding off and all 🤣🤣🤣

Anything other than weed I don't get I don't even drink like that

What's wrong with weed? I've smoked it everyday for 2 decades unless Im traveling and can't find the weed

I always find it tho
 

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The sad clown whose false grin exists to hide the pain within is something truly symbolic of life and the deeper meaning of existence. Comedians know this well. The rest just laugh to themselves because they can't comprehend beyond the scope of their narrow vision and think its got nothing to do with them...

Reminds me of what Bernie Mac said in a interview "My comedy comes from pain, I can't see someone that is hurting". I could show my pain, but what does that do except hurt the person even more than what you are feeling. So you put on this facade that every thing is alright in the midst of apocalypse.

While the setting isn't glorious, I am atleast having a good time with a friend while we have time left.

That's how I treat life, especially nowadays where I am truly surprised to be above ground because good grief...
 

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Reminds me of what Bernie Mac said in a interview "My comedy comes from pain, I can't see someone that is hurting". I could show my pain, but what does that do except hurt the person even more than what you are feeling. So you put on this facade that every thing is alright in the midst of apocalypse.

While the setting isn't glorious, I am atleast having a good time with a friend while we have time left.

That's how I treat life, especially nowadays where I am truly surprised to be above ground because good grief...

Chea, thats why I mentioned comedians because nine out of ten they know the shadows depth and the small percent thats left are very, very perceptive and thus intuit the rest. The true nature of pain and suffering is what makes the wheel of life spin. People will deny this with a vengeance because the implications are too big for them to allow themselves to comprehend what happened to that childlike innocence that was fractured into a thousand bits and now sits there drinking the pain away, just trying to make it through another day, a hollow shell compared to what its been.

The comedian is an alchemist in that sense because he uses what drags him down to uplift the rest because he can spit raw facts in jest that amuse the surface whilst soothing that which dwells within as the pain thinks "At last, someone else who gets". For a small slice of time when we laugh we can forget the injuries we've sustained in this realm. Narcotics allow us to prolong this state at greater costs as does the net and its distractions.

At the end of the day, however, all you have is you and your Self which is why I prefer to chase the pain and befriend what is in no way shape or form an enemy because that, that is what picked you up and carried you couldn't move your legs but still had to press. To turn your back on and hate this valuable ally is a form of murdering yourself that so many blindly engage in because, by and large, people do not speak on these topics because, once again:

Pain and suffering is what makes the wheels of life spin.
 

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What was in his veins was there to offset his pain.

Can you imagine what it feels like being the loneliest and most famous person on the planet all at once? Never having a friend. Everyone looking at you like a meal ticket and green eyes being the only lens they see you in? Mike was built different because it takes an immense amount of strength to take what he had and make it into what he did, even when they tried to have him killed numerous times before they bought his chapter to an end.
Mike had friends tho
Cheis Tucker and other musicians
 
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