Mother about to be gone...

klientel

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I feel that pain man. Suddenly losing my mom was one of the hardest moments of my life. It wasn't even sad, I don't think I ever cried over it....

it was just a numb empty feeling. Like a void that is just there, very hard to describe. Embrace that pain man, its the only real way through it. I learned that the hard way.
 
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Hi Coli brehs, my mother only has a couple of hours to live and I am hurting so bad inside right now. She had a sudden heart attack and then developed a brain aneurysm. I don't know what to do and it's hard to sleep or eat. I can't even cry, I just feel so numb right now.

I loved my mother so much and I tried to be the best son I could for her, but still feeling regretful for a lot of things. I was just on the phone with her having normal conversation, laughing and whatnot, and then 4 hours later that happens. Life always throw you curveballs at the most random times, so please remember to cherish and appreciate the times you have with your loved ones.

Sorry just needed somewhere to place my thoughts, it feels like a huge part of my soul was just ripped from my body.
God bless you and your family, please keep your head up my guy. Things will get better, just keep living. And props for venting in a responsible way. Just remember it’s a journey so just keep yourself tempered. Some days will be harder than others.
 

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My condolences. Cherish and hold onto to the fact you were able to laugh and talk with her prior to this unforeseen event. Find comfort in knowing she knows just how much you love her.
 
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