Update- Buried my mom today, what a weird feeling.
Sorry for your loss, brother. Keep close to your day ones and family right now. Stay away from the bottle and when you think of her, try your best to remember the laughs and the smiles and the gems she gave you in life. Not the pain and the sickness.
Mourning never ends it just gets easier.
Let your self feel and know that your pain is natural and healthy because you love her, breh.
Stay up young king