
i know exactly how you feel brother.
mine died 11 years ago due to cancer. it was sudden but i know the feeling bro. PM me if you want to chat.

follow this guys advice brehi know exactly how you feel brother.
1. try to be with friends and family right now.
2. GRIEVE. allow it to happen. cry, yell, scream, whatever you need to do. DO NOT BOTTLE UP YOUR EMOTIONS. youll regret it.
3. try to emphasize the good times.
4. live for her moving forward. use this as motivation.
5. console the rest of your family who i am sure are also suffering and allow yourself to be consoled.
mine died 11 years ago due to cancer. it was sudden but i know the feeling bro. PM me if you want to chat.