I was in 6th grade. When somebody went to our home room and was like one of the Twin Towers were on fire, I was real confused. We went to another classroom that was empty across the hall and we could see both towers clearly (school is in Brooklyn). I didn't know what to make of it and the teacher was confused too and didn't know what to make of it (at least that's how I remember it). We thought or I thought that it was like for some movie or something. It just had to be cuz it was so out of nowhere and getting attacked didn't even come to mind at least to me.
Then we saw the other tower get hit and then shyt got real. It kinda hit home, but still I was confused. My teacher really didn't overreact or anything. He just calmly brought us back to our room and explained the situation. Saying basically how there are people from other countries that don't like us or whatever and even name dropped Al Qaeda I think. I actually wasn't nervous, but I wasn't in a state of shock. It was more like I was perplexed. Some children got picked up by their parents and then they dismissed us early. It only hit me later watching the news about what was going down. Watched tv for the rest of the day hearing about everything and watching what they were showing all over the news. All of the footage and all of the talk. Got me shook.
It seriously feels right now to me like a clear difference in how the world felt before and after 9/11. It kinda felt as though before 9/11, America seemed unfukkwitable and like we couldn't be touched. WTF were terrorists? Then after it was like all of a sudden, I felt like I was more aware of the world and not trapped in an American world. I was nervous for a little cuz of the talk about the smoke and then all of the stuff about the anthrax envelopes. Nobody I knew died or was really directly affected by the tragedy but it still makes me uncomfortable to watch. Not in a change the channel kinda way, but in a I get it lets keep it moving. Watching the stuff just makes me feel like yea any and everybody can be touched by someone you don't even know. It made me think of nukes and biological warfare and a bunch of stuff. It always kinda pisses me off that I live in NYC to be honest only because it's always gonna be a target and I'm like why. Like man I ain't trying to die.
Then we saw the other tower get hit and then shyt got real. It kinda hit home, but still I was confused. My teacher really didn't overreact or anything. He just calmly brought us back to our room and explained the situation. Saying basically how there are people from other countries that don't like us or whatever and even name dropped Al Qaeda I think. I actually wasn't nervous, but I wasn't in a state of shock. It was more like I was perplexed. Some children got picked up by their parents and then they dismissed us early. It only hit me later watching the news about what was going down. Watched tv for the rest of the day hearing about everything and watching what they were showing all over the news. All of the footage and all of the talk. Got me shook.
It seriously feels right now to me like a clear difference in how the world felt before and after 9/11. It kinda felt as though before 9/11, America seemed unfukkwitable and like we couldn't be touched. WTF were terrorists? Then after it was like all of a sudden, I felt like I was more aware of the world and not trapped in an American world. I was nervous for a little cuz of the talk about the smoke and then all of the stuff about the anthrax envelopes. Nobody I knew died or was really directly affected by the tragedy but it still makes me uncomfortable to watch. Not in a change the channel kinda way, but in a I get it lets keep it moving. Watching the stuff just makes me feel like yea any and everybody can be touched by someone you don't even know. It made me think of nukes and biological warfare and a bunch of stuff. It always kinda pisses me off that I live in NYC to be honest only because it's always gonna be a target and I'm like why. Like man I ain't trying to die.