New York dietitian, 27, hangs herself after posting suicide note; 'I'm really sorry mama'

[Eddy Gordo]

Yeah,how about black people stop allowing our children and ourselves to be soley educated by europeans?
Stop trying to live up to European standards,if you ever saw the Superman cartoon,its almost as laugable as him trying to live up to Bizarro
Seperate yourself and your kids from european spaces,or at least send them in confident in who they are,recognizing if your child is one who has a need to fit in.
That child should be seperated from whites,because even if the knowledge is instilled,they are likely to still crave acceptance.
Which is a disaster for a black person in majority white spaces.
With that knowledge,understand america is a majority white space!with most things being told from a white perspective through a white lense.Take from that what needs to be done. All depends on your ammount of dedication.

So what happens when white folks run up in your black spaces?

 

[Benefited]

So what happens when white folks run up in your black spaces?

If they so chances are your space wasnt black enough in the first place,or it had long beem comprimised.
And when it comes to property,your black space wasnt owned.
But they cant invade your space unless you allow it,not if you are dedicated in staying in predominately black spaces.
Your space is only as wide as your eyes can see,not alot too fence off.
If crackas is all in your front and back yard,you wanted them there!

 

[Eddy Gordo]

If they so chances are your space wasnt black enough in the first place,or it had long beem comprimised.
And when it comes to property,your black space wasnt owned.
But they cant invade your space unless you allow it,not if you are dedicated in staying in predominately black spaces.
Your space is only as wide as your eyes can see,not alot too fence off.
If crackas is all in your front and back yard,you wanted them there!

We ain't talking about my space. I am asking about you. What are YOU gonna do when folks run up in your area? You thinking black thoughts ain't gonna prevent them from trying you? So what you gonna do?

 

[Benefited]

We ain't talking about my space. I am asking about you. What are YOU gonna do when folks run up in your area? You thinking black thoughts ain't gonna prevent them from trying you? So what you gonna do?

What do you mean "run up" in my area?you mean on some aggressive shyt? I'll laugh at the thought of it is what I'll do,because that won't happen
If it did,I wouldn't hesitate to handle that for one second and respond with equal or greater force depending on the violation.
Not sure why you are even talking about somebody trying me.
I'm talking about black people being in white spaces period! I don't care if its a black person in a white church and the white people are as friendly can be.
A black person still has no place in that space.
I don't care if its a black person who takes a job where he is the only black guy,but the whites love him and treat him great for 8 hours,a black person still has no place in that space,its not good for us. White people poison us through proximity like the movie Hancock with Will Smith.
Hidden messages and meanings are sent through movies through the greater collective conscience,and people miss them.

 

[Eddy Gordo]

What do you mean "run up" in my area?you mean on some aggressive shyt? I'll laugh at the thought of it is what I'll do,because that won't happen
If it did,I wouldn't hesitate to handle that for one second and respond with equal or greater force depending on the violation.
Not sure why you are even talking about somebody trying me.
I'm talking about black people being in white spaces period! I don't care if its a black person in a white church and the white people are as friendly can be.
A black person still has no place in that space.
I don't care if its a black person who takes a job where he is the only black guy,but the whites love him and treat him great for 8 hours,a black person still has no place in that space,its not good for us. White people poison us through proximity like the movie Hancock with Will Smith.
Hidden messages and meanings are sent through movies through the greater collective conscience,and people miss them.

Follow me here. I'm trying to make a point.

If you want to remove black people from white spaces, then by default you want black and white spaces. Correct?

So when you have your little black space how do you defend it from whites encroaching on your space and taking your shyt?

Realistically as things stand now. You can't.

We don't have reliable black media to disseminate a message to let people know what the code is. We don't have black weapons manufacturers to produce weapons to meet other groups with physical force when they try us. We don't have a large contingent of black farmers to keep people fed.

It would take 50 years to get a reasonable amount of this setup and those are just bare minimums.

You have a pipe dream breh.

 

[FreddyCalhoun]

Redirect Notice


Tara Condell, MS, RDN

I have written this note several times in my head for over a decade, and this one finally feels right. No edits, no overthinking. I have accepted hope is nothing more than delayed disappointment, and I am just plain old-fashioned tired of feeling tired.

I realize I am undeserving of thinking this way because I truly have a great life on paper. I’m fortunate to eat meals most only imagine. I often travel freely without restriction. I live alone in the second greatest American city (San Francisco, you’ll always have my heart). However, all these facets seem trivial to me. It’s the ultimate first world problem, I get it. I often felt detached while in a room full of my favorite people; I also felt absolutely nothing during what should have been the happiest and darkest times in my life. No single conversation or situation has led me to make this decision, so at what point do you metaphorically pull the trigger?

I’m going to miss doing NYT crosswords (I was getting really good). That one charcuterie board with taleggio AND ‘nduja. Anything Sichuan ma la, but that goes without saying. A perfect plate of carbonara (no cream!). Real true authentic street tacos. Cal-Italian cuisine. Hunan Bistro’s fried rice. The pork belly and grape mini from State Bird Provisions circa 2013. Popeye’s of course. Bambas too.

I’m also going to miss unexpected hugs. Al Green’s Simply Beautiful. Cherries in July. Tracing a sleeping eyebrow. Smoking cigarettes. The Golden Gate Bridge at sunset. That first sip of iced cold brew in sticky August. Making eye contact with people walking down the street. When songs feel like they’re speaking to your soul. Jeopardy. Saying I love you. Late night junk food binges. Shooting the shyt. And especially the no-destination-in-sight long walks.

No GoFundMes, no funeral, no tributes, no doing-too-much please. All I ask now is for you to have one delicious (I mean a really really great) meal in my honor and let me go, no exceptions.

It’s selfishly time for me to be happy and I know you can get down with that. Please try to remember me as a whole human you shared memories with and not just my final act. This is not your fault. It’s not exactly easy for me either, I’m here for you. I love you. I always have and I always will, I promise. Shikata ga’nai.

I’m coming home, Dad. Make some room up on that cloud and turn the Motown up.

I’m really sorry mama.

Always, TLC

Super sad...You never know how someone feels.

 

[Benefited]

Follow me here. I'm trying to make a point.

If you want to remove black people from white spaces, then by default you want black and white spaces. Correct?

So when you have your little black space how do you defend it from whites encroaching on your space and taking your shyt?

Realistically as things stand now. You can't.

We don't have reliable black media to disseminate a message to let people know what the code is. We don't have black weapons manufacturers to produce weapons to meet other groups with physical force when they try us. We don't have a large contingent of black farmers to keep people fed.

It would take 50 years to get a reasonable amount of this setup and those are just bare minimums.

You have a pipe dream breh.

This is the type of crazy thinking that keeps us from actually doing anything,50 years?in a information age where black buying power is in the trillions?50 years
A C list rapper can get millions of black people to start following a single trend in a weeks time,hashtags get us doing stupid ass challenges by the millions.
So you are telling me if black folks put effort into focusing on the right things,and educating each other,holding each other accountable in a trendy fashion,we couldn't turn things completely around in 5-10 years tops
You obviously underesitmate and disrespect the power of black influence like many people do.

But black spaces already exist,I'm only telling black people to stay in those spaces and out of spaces that are mostly european,and those that are practically "white only" enforced.

 

[Eddy Gordo]

This is the type of crazy thinking that keeps us from actually doing anything,50 years?in a information age where black buying power is in the trillions?50 years
A C list rapper can get millions of black people to start following a single trend in a weeks time,hashtags get us doing stupid ass challenges by the millions.
So you are telling me if black folks put effort into focusing on the right things,and educating each other,holding each other accountable in a trendy fashion,we couldn't turn things completely around in 5-10 years tops
You obviously underesitmate and disrespect the power of black influence like many people do.

But black spaces already exist,I'm only telling black people to stay in those spaces and out of spaces that are mostly european,and those that are practically "white only" enforced.

Did you think about what I said at all or you just operating on feels?

You really just told me that we gonna combat 50 years of black community destruction, assimilation, and white supremacy with fads and turn it around in 10 years.

Like black folks gonna pool they money, go out buy farmland, and work that shyt because the rapper of the week told them to. Black women gonna start the #noringnop*ssy challenge because some loud mouthed bird on love and hip hop told them that's what they should be doing.

Like I said earlier we don't have the concentration of media to spread such a message in the first place.

Those black spaces exist because white folks let them exist. What if folks just said fukk it we killing the black people tommorow. How many black people in those spaces own a AR-15, body armor, a big boy gun with armor piercing rounds. And that's just the shyt you need to deal with a well equipped police force. Not even the military.

Yeah breh we gonna fight the most powerful military in the world with fads.

Trillions of dollars in spending power but most folks can't even feed or defend themselves if shyt gets hectic.

We got the money and information but we don't have the infastructure/systems in place. And most importantly we collectively lack the will.

 

[Hawaiian Punch]

As a side note the letter actually has me wanting to go to an authentic Sichuan spot for a ma la spicy pot. Might even go today. So in a way her reach has extended and influenced beyond the grave.

Update:

I ended up finding an authentic Sichuan restaurant and got a ma la hot pot. Oh my God what a meal

Didn’t know the chick but somehow I honored her request with a great meal. I also found a new cuisine I really like. Something absurdly poetic about it all.

 

[Benefited]

Did you think about what I said at all or you just operating on feels?

You really just told me that we gonna combat 50 years of black community destruction, assimilation, and white supremacy with fads and turn it around in 10 years.

Like black folks gonna pool they money, go out buy farmland, and work that shyt because the rapper of the week told them to. Black women gonna start the #noringnop*ssy challenge because some loud mouthed bird on love and hip hop told them that's what they should be doing.

Like I said earlier we don't have the concentration of media to spread such a message in the first place.

Those black spaces exist because white folks let them exist. What if folks just said fukk it we killing the black people tommorow. How many black people in those spaces own a AR-15, body armor, a big boy gun with armor piercing rounds. And that's just the shyt you need to deal with a well equipped police force. Not even the military.

Yeah breh we gonna fight the most powerful military in the world with fads.

Trillions of dollars in spending power but most folks can't even feed or defend themselves if shyt gets hectic.

We got the money and information but we don't have the infastructure/systems in place. And most importantly we collectively lack the will.

I'm not saying a rapper should be the one to do it,I'm only proving to you how easily black people can be influenced to do bullshyt,so it works the same in reverse.I think as a people we want to be led,We are just waiting for the right person to lead the charge,if that happens it will only take 5 years.
Yes black people would do all of those things if it became trendy as the nonsense that people endorse.
All you need to do is tap into black peoples emotions to get us moving,there aren't many living people great enough to do this to the collective,Farakhan been washed and never was that guy anyway. Obama and Michelle won't be going rogue anytime soon
Jim Jones convinced about a thousand people before the information age to give him all of their possesions,buy some land in a foreign country and then drink poison koolaid in about a 10 year span. We live in the internet age now and you are this doubtful:henbron:

Im not for staying in this country at all,but convincing black people to leave would be the hardest part. But if we must stay, all white people don't want to kill us off,so its not like we would be outnumbered neccessarily. The elites dont want to ruin the status quo by massacreing black people anyway,we could easily get enough weaponry to stop any nutty militia and white terrorist who even thinks about trying us. Plus I'm not on the AADOS train,I would partner with other likeminded foreign black entities,as well as any other foreign entities who have influence over America. We'll pay the right influencers a fee to keep the elites in check and off our back until we don't need to anymore.Align ourselves with common enemies of the U.S just in case.

Plus 737 planes are about 50 million dollars,with 1 billion dollars we could buy 20 of those for escape or to set it off
We would reside along the cost,own some ships,we would be good,we could and would still work with america,and could still eat its food.
We would just have our own seperate trading power,and access to foreign powers as well.
10 years tops with the right leadership.