New York dietitian, 27, hangs herself after posting suicide note; 'I'm really sorry mama'

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Also you guys missed a key point in her note

In this new era of female thinking,and women in denial this will be happening more and more. You can't go against certain base genetic coding.
Domestication needs to happen at some point,yes it can happen too early for some and they are miserable.
But this was her body telling her its time for domestication and she wasn't listening,depression is your body telling you its time for a change,and to seek knowledge of self and your truth. Not a time to kill yourself.

Yo, even though you’re a rappo you made a good point. Scrolling through her ig she looked the happiest when she was with those kids. I thought they were hers the way she was holding them and talking about them
 

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I’m supposed to have empathy for someone who lived a pretty good life, by any standard, that made a decision to end it...? There’s ppl out here in way worse conditions that had / have no control over their situations.

Nah you got problems and one of them is common sense, there’s 7 billion people on this planet..I can’t feel sorry for everybody, or even try to. I do feel for ppl I believe genuinely deserve it...this ain’t one of em. Miss me with that weak shyt
:dead: that is the exact circumstance someone with clinical depression is in. They are a prisoner in their own mind and have literally lost all control.
 

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Somewhere there's someone in a bed dying of a terminal disease that's begging and pleading God for more time to spend with the people they love and their body just won't hold up and they're mere days away from death.

Meanwhile this woman that was likely physically healthy and in the prime of her life decided to throw it all away because she couldn't beat her mental illness. If she chose to she probably could have lived 50+ more years and found a way past it. The person dying of that terminal illness doesn't have that option. There's nothing they can do about their circumstances. She had other options.
You realize mental health is just as important as physical health?
 

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You realize mental health is just as important as physical health?
This wasn't alzheimer's. It was a condition that could be dealt with. It's not diminishing her condition in the least to say it was possible for her to live despite it. Somebody with stage 4 cancer however doesn't have those options.

It's always such a waste to see a young person throw a valuable life away like this. I still wish she found another way, another path besides suicide.
 

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I absolutely get it.

What if you get everything you want and feel nothing? Get punched in the stomach and don't even feel hurt or angry at who did it?

fukk kinda life is that when the highlight of your year is some fukking pasta... Depression is a bytch that some people just will never understand because they'll never have to see through that lens. shyt, even if the people you leave behind hurt for you, they'll be doing something you've been unable to do for god knows how long.

Death is better?.....your family in pain from your act is better?....if you would have said she woke up every day in excruciating pain or some shyt...maybe I get it....she said she had friends, family and things to keep her busy....hell she described all the food she like....most nikkas eat pork and beans
 
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Been said it and I’ll keep saying it.

Depression is seriously a psychological cancer of the brain. It's a disease that if you choose not to get treated will kill you.


I will add that some people don’t know they are suffering from the disease, or better yet just don’t acknowledge the disease and assume that’s just the way things are. Hard to get treated for something you don’t even think you have.
 
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At the end of the day, the suicide is going to do more damage to the people around you than it is to yourself. You off yourself, you’re done you don’t exist, but all your loved ones have to live with that every day and have to suffer with that and they never get over it. So ultimately it does become a bit of a selfish act even if one is an immense emotional pain. There are ways to dealing with it, ending your existence is never the right answer... unless you’re a cac
 

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@Luck one of the realest nikkas on the coli, much more so this thread. first world nikkas dont know what real trauma, grief and strife is for the most part. shout outs to the #immigrantgang. nikkas over here complaining about life when hot water, indoor plumbing , food and all the other amenities of life are always just an arms reach away .
 

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Just watched this Alexander Mcqueen doc on Amazon....dude had a contract to do work with Gucci..maintaining his own brand as well...good friend and mom died and pressures being famous when he didnt want to and keep putting out products....got diagnosed with HIV to boot....

Gave great context to what caused his depression and why he offed himself....she seemed to give the opposite
 
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