And Obama mom was white.
New York dietitian, 27, hangs herself after posting suicide note; 'I'm really sorry mama'
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physical and mental pain aren't that far apart...
i've been hit by a truck and had my collarbone poking out my neck. had to learn how to switch my eye dominance, learn to write again, couldn't brush my own hair for damn near 6 months. couldn't sleep, pissed blood, all that shyt... pain is real. and just like strong mental fortitude will get you through a lot of physical pain, strong physical will do the same for you mentally.
but even with all the shyt that came along with the injury, it still wasn't worse than some of my worst days dealing with depression once i was "good". some of the days that I should've been the happiest were the most gutwrenching experiences I've ever had to tolerate. that's what depression is. and its what so hard to explain to people who've never endured it.
shyt, my suicidal thoughts didn't even manifest with hanging myself or overdosing - i was a danger junkie. if there was a high risk situation, i was in that bytch head first while everyone else was still looking for a plan... and in the military? you can absolutely believe that my bullshyt was reinforced tenfold. the environment you're in plays a part and depression or any other mental trauma molds itself to your surroundings before you hit a wall. i see it in my old neighborhood too and its why i think "hood ptsd" is a thing. "this is all i got, and if i die banging then i die banging" "im going to die anyways may as well get money" etc, so on and so forth. those blinders and left / right limits are common for anyone mentally suffocating. moral compasses and perspectives warp. its why so many in medical fields go through shyt too even though they know better than anyone how to identify these issues. it comes across in different ways and everyone's 'cry for help' will not sound the same.
but again, its just not something you understand completely until you're swimming at the same depth as those who've been there. i'm eternally grateful for a friend of mine who helped me grasp how off the deep end i was by essentially mirroring my own symptoms. not everyone is gonna have that however
As a side note the letter actually has me wanting to go to an authentic Sichuan spot for a ma la spicy pot. Might even go today. So in a way her reach has extended and influenced beyond the grave.
Slaimon Khan Shah
SLAIMON KHAN SHAH = SHAOLIN MONK/S OF ISLAAM
Sad stuff.
Your life
Your choice
shyt is weird how people bash someone for suicide
As if they stayed alive YOU was going to help them the rest of their life
Now if u have kids
That's another story
Cause once u have kids, your life isnt yours anymore, its theirs
Your choice
shyt is weird how people bash someone for suicide
As if they stayed alive YOU was going to help them the rest of their life
Now if u have kids
That's another story
Cause once u have kids, your life isnt yours anymore, its theirs
African Peasant
Veteran
Yeah. I'm not an expert but it seems that a lot of Hapas have deep identity issues linked to their parents, especially those with an Asian mother and a white father.
panopticon
Superstar
Real shyt. People struggling with depression already hate themselves with the fury of 10,000 supernovas.
If that level of self-criticism and negative self-talk every second of every day (forget just the waking hours - the shyt is even more brutal when you're asleep and fukking dreaming) wasn't enough to motivate them, someone on the outside piling on with "tough love" doesn't have a chance.
Depression is a horrible disease that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Sufferers need help, not scorn and ridicule.
Is it tough to help someone with depression? Yes. Frustrating? Absolutely. Will it test your patience? You bet. But that's why there's professionals who do this for a living.
seabreeze80
All Star
Yes she was. What is the point of bringing up Obama?
So Obama is black despite a white mother because he looks it but this girl isn't white because of an alleged Asian mom despite that she looks it?
The game is on nikka. Don't quote me if it ain't in the Coliseum.
seabreeze80
All Star
Who said Obama is black? He is biracial. I think you are confusing this thread with another one. No one in this thread mentioned Obama. I didn't vote for Obama and I do not consider him black. Projecting much?So Obama is black despite a white mother because he looks it but this girl isn't white because of an alleged Asian mom despite that she looks it?
The game is on nikka. Don't quote me if it ain't in the Coliseum.
Paradise50
Superstar
Depression is never that "simple". Literally there's a ton of fukking things that can cause depression. From health issues, environmental factors, losses, and to chemical imbalances of neurotransmitters.
The problem is people don't seek to find out what's behind theres and stay in that constant cycle.
It's the same poison that's been floating around the black community for years when it comes to mental health.
"oh you're just weak"
"just man up"
"just get over it"
"just pray"
For whatever reason the black collective refuse to take mental health seriously. Black kids today commit suicide at TWICE the rate of white kids.
Oh. They just need to man up right?
Neither are you if coddling is your idea of solving anything.
Black people are more assimilated than ever which is why this generation is suffering.
Never have black people been constrained to such strenuous zoo like conditions and disguised programming.
Do you have a actual solution to the assimilation or are you just bytching?
Yeah,how about black people stop allowing our children and ourselves to be soley educated by europeans
?Stop trying to live up to European standards,if you ever saw the Superman cartoon,its almost as laugable as him trying to live up to Bizarro
Seperate yourself and your kids from european spaces,or at least send them in confident in who they are,recognizing if your child is one who has a need to fit in.
That child should be seperated from whites,because even if the knowledge is instilled,they are likely to still crave acceptance.
Which is a disaster for a black person in majority white spaces.
With that knowledge,understand america is a majority white space!with most things being told from a white perspective through a white lense.Take from that what needs to be done. All depends on your ammount of dedication.
Im right on most occasions,and the truth is undeniable,and eat a dikk btw:henbron: