Even the positives are tinged with negativity.
"Strong, confident and having a big dikk"? Go ahead and ask any racist and tell me that they wont' think this is just code for being animalistic, dumb, brutish and everything else that these motherfukkers think. When will you realize that they will never, ever give your ass credit for anything? Not really anyway.
It's not c00ning or self-hate (I like how you throw that word around without even knowing what that means), it's just being real. That's how these motherfukkers think.
This is how other people look at us more often than not. They hate us so much that even our "positives" are tinged with negativity.
You can go out there and do your little song and dance for these motherfukers that dont' really think much of you and talk all shyt about you when you're not around when you get right down to it (now who's the c00n?

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