Man either you get it or you don’t. None of that matters. That shyt matters to other people, not him. I bet dude was calm as fukk and at peace with the shyt, and judging from the way his teammates described in the video, seem like he was. That’s cause who do you think thought about the consequences of that decision more that him? No one lol. He know what he’s doing. When you do some shyt like this, you might not have thought about actually quitting, but you already been checked out and ready to go. So when that moment comes out the blue, you think about it for a quick second and all the consequences and be like yeah, fukk it. It’s a very liberating experience.