Once you've killed someone......

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I killed a rat/big ass mouse once. It bothered me for a week running around my room. Eventually, I trapped it on a glue pad. I scooped the pad into a mop bucket, then I stabbed the rat with the sharp end of a broom handle.

I felt real :demonic: afterward

I had issues as a kid. God forgive me :wow:

That's how it starts I used to kill animals as a child. I sometimes wanted them to die an instant death other times I wanted them to suffer. I even killed my own dog I was a real demon.
 

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Last night a thread was made talking about jail. people were talking about being scared of being there for 4 hours and shyt. :laff:

Then today yall are straight up serial killers :heh:

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That's how it starts I used to kill animals as a child. I sometimes wanted them to die an instant death other times I wanted them to suffer. I even killed my own dog I was a real demon.

You should probably seek professional help breh.


After what I did, I felt evil afterwards. I was just really pissed that I couldn't sleep with a mouse running around my room. The poor mouse didn't deserve that though :to:
 

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You should probably seek professional help breh.


After what I did, I felt evil afterwards. I was just really pissed that I couldn't sleep with a mouse running around my room. The poor mouse didn't deserve that though :to:

I got help when I was younger breh
 

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here we go. buncha :duck: from keyboard killers

i know right as if there isn't a such thing as no statue of limitation to murder most folks that are cold blooded like how the OP wishes he was don't know that they're fukked up in the head or do try to hide that shyt.
 

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Ego Eimis said:
You've said this multiple times:ohhh:

Can we hear some stories:lupe:

I was 14 and in a gang. We got into an altercation with a rival gang after a school dance at a McDonald's parking lot. I was getting the best of this one cat when I got hit in the head with what I later found out was a golf club. I grabbed it without realizing what it was so I wouldn't get hit again and started swinging. That cleared my area so I could get away, but I noticed my boy getting jumped by two cats so ran over to him to get him up. While pulling him to his feet, I saw one of the cats we were fighting pull out a knife and start slashing. I threw the club at him and he came at me. I kicked him in the nuts and grabbed his wrist to get the knife. I got the knife out of his hand, but dude had me wrapped-up so I couldn't get him, so I fell back to get him off-balance. We rolled around on the asphalt for what seemed like an hour until the cops showed up and broke us up. When they did, they pulled me off him but I had stuck him a good three times. One of them got him in the heart.

The reasons I didn't get any time were because the witnesses on the scene gave statements that we were attacked and trying to get away, I was a juvenile fighting a dude who was 28, and I had no priors. I got 3 years' probation and spent about 2 weeks in juvenile detention.​
 

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Anyone that remembers me and maybe one other person in this thread from here and sohh, know about our particular experiences. Not everyone gets to live with CAC level life choices. Sometimes life gets real and you're required to make difficult decisions. Its all good and well to crack on the people who are trolling or shyt talking but you can tell usually who has been through this experience and who hasnt. Unless you've never been through it yourself.
:beli: For those who are just having fun in here.
:lupe: For those of us who were unfortunate enough to not be able to joke about it.
 

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I was 14 and in a gang. We got into an altercation with a rival gang after a school dance at a McDonald's parking lot. I was getting the best of this one cat when I got hit in the head with what I later found out was a golf club. I grabbed it without realizing what it was so I wouldn't get hit again and started swinging. That cleared my area so I could get away, but I noticed my boy getting jumped by two cats so ran over to him to get him up. While pulling him to his feet, I saw one of the cats we were fighting pull out a knife and start slashing. I threw the club at him and he came at me. I kicked him in the nuts and grabbed his wrist to get the knife. I got the knife out of his hand, but dude had me wrapped-up so I couldn't get him, so I fell back to get him off-balance. We rolled around on the asphalt for what seemed like an hour until the cops showed up and broke us up. When they did, they pulled me off him but I had stuck him a good three times. One of them got him in the heart.

The reasons I didn't get any time were because the witnesses on the scene gave statements that we were attacked and trying to get away, I was a juvenile fighting a dude who was 28, and I had no priors. I got 3 years' probation and spent about 2 weeks in juvenile detention.​


damn, the the rival gang ever try to make an attempt on your life in retaliation?
 

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Killing is not that easy at it seems..some people are scared to pull the trigger..not really scared to blast it from a distance..but scared to put the pistol to someone's face and let it pop..I've been robbed so many times where they put the gun to my face and I would always give a giggle..because from me doing demonic shyt all my life..I can tell when a man is scared to pull the trigger..they would get mad and confused to why I would laugh at them..I would tell them, because you're not a killer..you don't really wanna pull that trigger do you? They would be stuck and shake their head looking lost..sometimes I would give them what's in my pockets because I respected the gall they had to even think they could put the gun to my face..other times I would walk away and just leave them hanging with their mouth open..

See when I was young I used to blast into crowds of people..I never really got to hit my target..just injured a bunch of people..sent innocent bystanders into ICU..when I got older,..that's when I learned you have to be up, close, and personal..OG's in the hood used to send me on missions to get revenge on their enemies..I stopped doing that when I realized that, they were using me cuz they didn't want to get caught..even tho I was getting racks from these missions I would go on,,I quit..not gonna tell you what I did after I quit..but yeah..but the thing that makes a killer is not how many people he killed..it's if he has the heart to squeeze the trigger between your eyes and not feel any emotions or guilt trips about your death..the only thing that keeps me from going to hell from my sins is my gun..cuz I know when it's judgement day,,and the grim reaper comes knocking..I'm gonna shoot it out with death,,and believe you me..death will die
 

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I never felt the urge on some demonic shyt to repeat my actions unnecessarily. What it DOES do is completely devalue the human life to you. I've never thought of humans in the same way again after it happened. I'm more affected by that sensation of disregard I have for the well being of another on my head forever than I was for taking a life.


My friend was a security guard at a club in college and got into an altercation with a guy. Obviously my friend was just doing his job and meant no harm but he ended up killing the guy when the guy he got into an altercation with fell down the stairs. I remember him being sad about it. There video just shows the guy being belligerent, doesn't show dude falling down the steps and obviously no security guards at the place were going to testify against my friend (as they all are protecting the club and risking their lives so no charges came up. I know he felt bad about it and I wonder how he feels now.
 

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ive been covered in blood and brains had brain matter all on my shirt etc etc had to pick pieces of skull out of my hair and shyt and literally been a foot step away from certain death


ive looked death in the eye literally


now im done talkin about it
 

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ive been covered in blood and brains had brain matter all on my shirt etc etc had to pick pieces of skull out of my hair and shyt and literally been a foot step away from certain death


ive looked death in the eye literally


now im done talkin about it

Death is so annoying..he's always bragging when he's drunk about how many people he took to the other side..:mindblown:it's like Helllooo..stfu..can't stand dude..but he's a good chess player..:manny:
 
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