The fact that the speed of light is so central to reality disturbs me.Time dilation - The faster you travel the more time slows down for you. If you traveled to the nearest star at the 99.99% speed of light and returned to earth it would take you 8 years on earth time. For you only 130 days would pass. Everyone you know would be 8 years older. You would be the same.
But as an object approaches the speed of light, its observed mass becomes infinitely large. As a result, an infinite amount of energy is required to make an object move at the speed of light. For this reason, it is impossible for any matter to travel faster than light speed.
This, combined with the fact space-time itself is expanding faster than the speed of light, thus parts of the universe are moving an unreachable distance away from us. Just based on limited human intiution, It feels intentional.



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hold your nose closed next time you actively think
No, I'm not about to do that". Like, that exact sentence popped out in my mind. But I don't feel like I have an internal voice that said the sentence. It's like the sentence popped out raw.