I met James a couple of years ago, he is everything a woman could ever dream of. Our relationship is so perfect.
He is nice, respectful, educated, god fearing and successful. This is his second relationship. His first relationship was a long term one. I can see why it lasted so long. He is honestly a great man with strong moral character.I on the other hand, have lied to him about my past. I was a pretty wild woman growing up.
I have had lots of boyfriends that I cut off quickly once the lust was over, one night stands, sugar daddies, trains etc. but all this is in the dark.
My past actions have broken a couple homes(I was selfish and stupid) and have realized the pain I may have caused.
I honestly just told him I was in a couple long term relationships and that I was engaged but it didn't work out. I basically deleted my hoeness and no longer live in the same city. A part of me want to tell him but what he doesn't know won't hurt him,hopefully, it all stays in my past. Should I come clean? I think he is the perfect man for me and I know due to his character, he may not like it.
He is the guy I changed my ways for. I am also ready to settle down and have a family and put the past behind me. Many women with a past a like Kim K and Chris Bosh's wife are good wives . I think I can be one of them.
this where she fukked up at you don't stop those things cause you wanna be with someone you change cause you don't wanna be that person anymore cause if it doesn't work (and no matter how "perfect" a person or couple might be it just might not) or if time goes by and you find him boring or not as cute or not that perfect or what ever reason she might end up having its right back to throwing random dikks in her mouth and fukking up homes (and being from outta town shyt could get ugly) and running trains etc. So she has to get right with herself before hand first so when she do meet a person she can come clean and honestly say she changed without guilt from the beginning or end up always telling the person after hoping he loves her enough that when she do tell him they'll forgive her but it'll always be
she probably was doing it still up to she started feeling like he was perfect since he made her wanna change