Shameful admission thread! Come in here and bare your soul brehs and brehettes!

[duckbutta]

So, what point of your life did you just stop giving a fukk about other people ?

Well let's see...

1. I was heavy into drugs and alcohol at a young age...between the ages of 15 to...24 ...there were more days in my life were i was using drugs or alcohol or both than days than i was not and i am pretty sure that fukked my young mind up

2. I grew up in a typical broken home...single mother, can just barely remember my pops being around...mom worked two jobs so when i was at home i was usually by myself, and spending that much time by myself gave me a pretty warped mindset on other people in general...i viewed everyone as a stranger, even family members...and since they were just strangers...well...i was just like fukk em

3. When I wasn't at home by myself I was in the streets running with the underbelly of society...definitely not the people with even low moral standards...as someone who leads a normal healthy life now i look back on my childhood and the people i was around and am like......i was definitely around some people a child should never be around...that no sane person would want to be around period

So I guess I just never really started giving a fukk about other people until i turned...25 or so...

 

[Akata Man Bromo]

Well let's see...

1. I was heavy into drugs and alcohol at a young age...between the ages of 15 to...24 ...there were more days in my life were i was using drugs or alcohol or both than days than i was not and i am pretty sure that fukked my young mind up

2. I grew up in a typical broken home...single mother, can just barely remember my pops being around...mom worked two jobs so when i was at home i was usually by myself, and spending that much time by myself gave me a pretty warped mindset on other people in general...i viewed everyone as a stranger, even family members...and since they were just strangers...well...i was just like fukk em

3. When I wasn't at home by myself I was in the streets running with the underbelly of society...definitely not the people with even low moral standards...as someone who leads a normal healthy life now i look back on my childhood and the people i was around and am like......i was definitely around some people a child should never be around...that no sane person would want to be around period

So I guess I just never really started giving a fukk about other people until i turned...25 or so...

How the hell were you drinking and doing drugs at 15 breh

 

[Steve Piffler]

i know all the words to Salt n' Pepa's "i'll take your man" song.

my ipod is on shuffle in my car, and that song came on last week while i was on my way home. i was riding down Westheimer with my windows down jamming and singing along. pulled up to the red light and i was in a zone. still singing and shyt . then i looked over to my left and there was a honda civic (with their windows down as well) with 3 young nikkas in it looking at me like

i was like ............... and the light turned green and i sped off. but for a split second, i was

 

[duckbutta]

How the hell were you drinking and doing drugs at 15 breh

Grew up in a REAL small town...family and friends use to use / sell drugs...everybody drank...my uncle was making moonshine liquor well into my high school years ( late 90's)

Since everyone did it no one really viewed it as bad......wasn't until i got to college and would go party and i would be like...where that coke at ...where them pills at...nah nikka just sprinkle the blunt with coke don't snort it the high will last longer if you lace it and people where like that i was like ...maybe i need to slow down...

But I didn't though

 

[King Theo]

when i was 13 i used to get up in the middle of the night...fill a cup full of warm water..go back to my room and lay on the edge of the bed with my dikk in it...I did this for the whole summer of that year...

when i was 16 i somehow spilled this skillet of taco meat my mother was cooking...no idea how i did it...but that shyt fell in one big clump...i gathered it all up off the floor and put it right back in the skillet, then wiped the floor...my mother ate it and i ate a sandwich...she got really sick and had to go to the doctor...turns out she had mopped the floor and all that cleaner had gotten in the taco meat...she was taking medicine for a good two months...

when i was 17 i was banging this 15 year old chick who told me she was pregnant...i told her to get an abortion and she said she wasn't...so one day i bought her some subway and put some d con in it ( randomly found it a home in a random box full of old cleaning stuff ) ...she got sick for a week but nothing more than that...then later she came back and said she was never pregnant...

sophomore year of college i used to bang this little bad light skin chick on the regular...at least 3 times a week..raw....toward the end of the semester it was obvious to me she was pregnant...but i never asked about it and she never said nothing about it...never saw her again after that...after a few weeks of the next semester i deleted her number...

was at a friend of mines house years ago...in his bathroom...going through his shyt and found a bottle of Valtrex...i was careful to stay away from him the rest of the night and slowly stopped talking to him...i never told any of my other friends and I seen them share bottles of liquor / smoke blunts / black, etc...eventually they found out about it and i acted shocked as they told me he had herpes

The amounts of fukks not givin here is excellent. im at work holding in my tears

 

[King Theo]

Grew up in a REAL small town...family and friends use to use / sell drugs...everybody drank...my uncle was making moonshine liquor well into my high school years ( late 90's)

Since everyone did it no one really viewed it as bad......wasn't until i got to college and would go party and i would be like...where that coke at ...where them pills at...nah nikka just sprinkle the blunt with coke don't snort it the high will last longer if you lace it and people where like that i was like ...maybe i need to slow down...

But I didn't though

this nikka @duckbutta

 

[unit321]

So, some of you know I'm an ex-cop. This is an ex-cop shame story. Nothing illegal though.
I get a call for service for a home invasion robbery. I talk to this single black male adult who had two people break into his home and rob it. But he entered the front door when the robbers were still there. They pointed a gun at him and he ran. That was his story. So, I look around the house for clues. They had ransacked the bedroom. It was a mess. Drawers pulled out like they were looking for something. So, dude has one of those waterbeds where there are cabinet doors in the headboard. I'm in there by myself taking notes of my observations. The robbers rummaged through the headboard cabinets. I open one of the cabinets and it turns out its his adult video DVD stash. They didn't steal anything there. But, I'm looking at the titles and the pictures of video screenshots on the DVD covers. All black-on-black action videos. So... I started to get a chubby... ...and I had to stop looking or I wouldn't be able to walk around normally. Just looked around the bedroom looking for more clues until the bone subsided. Then, I walked out and asked the victim for any other clues.

 

[86\*/98]

Years ago I ate this girls p*ssy and she didn't suck my penis, it still haunts me to this day.

"We just met three hours ago, I can't suck on your dikk, I don't know you. "

"We can fukk if you have a condom though."

That was the last time I let a pretty face get the best of me, the last time I walked around without a rubber and the last time I ate random p*ssy.

 

[Akata Man Bromo]

Years ago I ate this girls p*ssy and she didn't suck my penis, it still haunts me to this day.

"We just met three hours ago, I can't suck on your dikk, I don't know you. "

"We can fukk if you have a condom though."

That was the last time I let a pretty face get the best of me, the last time I walked around without a rubber and the last time I ate random p*ssy.

 

[LostOne]

 

[Akata Man Bromo]

 

[C-NICE]

me and three of my homeboys lost our virginity to one of my other homeboys sister. She was horrible but gave a mean handjob we used go one after the other like breh her parents gone the post nut clarity was but by time I got my first piece from my main I had her like needless to say my homeboy found out and wanted them hands but eventually we

 

[ScottyG]

some of these stories are just

 

[Blackking]

wow @ the stories in here...



i only have a few minor things..

1) babies by 3 different races of women.. one kid was taken to Italy as a baby and I was secretly sooo happy about that because the girl was white... i just can't do the white girl relationship thing, even BM relationship.

2) used to be on some ignorant 'no snitching' shyt. dude was killed in his car.. I see everyone crying.. I know the fam and all they wanted was justice.. I even talk about it w his sister all the time and still don't say shyt. Because I'm cool w the person who did it and even told him were dude be at.

3) Used to go in a hood rat chick raw daily then go in wify nightly raw... had 6 abortions in 2 years w people who weren't my girl. Never used a condom before.

4) Used to think maybe i was supposed to be born a girl in elementary school because I was so clean that I didn't eat bbq because i didn't want the sauce to get in my fingernails. I was terrified of swings n slides at the park. Then from pre teen - teen I blacked out for like 5 years... I barely remember the entire time.. I just know i left home and lived a grimy crazy disgusting lifestyle.


so using from 8 years ago til death to make up for it all.

 

[NotaPAWG]

How the hell were you drinking and doing drugs at 15 breh

Thats uncommon? Everyone in the neighbor hoodi grew up in started doing drugs *and drinking around 13-14