I think it's harder for you to get in because of that drug charge

Meditate for 20 mins a day for a week.
I think you know the point where your thoughts burn out and all that's left is your listening (to your actual self).
Do this often enough and you will be able to shield yourself from outside influences. And with practice, build boundaries and defenses against them. Learn to love the limitations. They allow you to operate within your freedom with impunity.
It is only from this stand point can you begin to be proactive in life, without being pulled and pushed every which way by the worlds negativity. Instead of being reactive, you become the influence of action. The center of energy and attraction. Then directing that "flow" to do your bidding.
...........I gotta try this shyt.okay im gonna do it.
@Blackking @Blaxican707
how does the drug test works? i know i can get some clean piss once im actually joined and passed basic. but what about the selection? how the fukk am i gonna pass the drug tests for them. i been smoking weed heavily every day for the past 8 months.
......You think that's a contributing factor to why your life is so messed up in the first place?......You think that's a contributing factor to why your life is so messed up in the first place?
i cant even avoid weed if i wanted to. the whole fukking block is so full i had some 10 year old kids the other day trying to sell me weed just walking down the street. 
um no. what makes you think my life is messed up?![]()
....Have you read your own thread?...........I gotta try this shyt.

OP is half English and british nationality. He's referring to the UK armyA black person joining the US military and putting his life on the line for a racist country that doesn't give a shyt about you is a very depressing prospect. I genuinely feel sorry for any young black person who thinks this is a good idea.
Unless your planning on becoming a seal or special ops or whatever your countries equivalent is, I wouldn't recommend it.
Fukk you look like getting shot at or blown up in a place where you have no business being?
fukk you look like being called nigger by your superior?
breh, just stop being a loser and a layabout and go to school or become a cop or something.
Life isnt THAT hard. you lazy, no ambition nikkas are the worst![]()
