Scott Larock
Its hard leaving thecoli but I gotta find a way...
father in Jamaica but he told me no jobs there, he doesn't deal with me.
Would you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
Reaccess the situation. You have a job, men can have kids up until deathbed... Beard dye can cover the grey...
41 def aint old as an island dude. Island women love them some older men...
You have to find what makes you happy. Do you have an idea on what that is?
Would you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
sickle cell I talked to the insructor and he told me that will be a issue.

what kinda job?
what does academic deferment?
what do you mean by for profit school education?
Would you kill yourself?
I'm 41, no kids, low paying job, for profit school education..
Would you kill yourself?
I'm on academic deferment so I have to pay out of pocket.
So Seriously would you just kill yourself?
I see lot of brehs have problems, I have the worst, I'm just no happy and I'm greying up fast due to unhappiness.
So why bother
I need hope, something to look forward too, even at my age, I think I need a mentor or a plan. I'm in a tough bind, depressed like hell.
honestly no.
I stay thst because I think career minded individuals cone from youth. easier at 18 than 30. I don't know. I try IT I just cannot focus on it, I lose focus cuz I think it doesn't interest me.
honestly I can see myself driving for a living and yes being single and going for trucking isn't bad but that's a lonely ass job.
also sickle cell I csnnot take the heavy lifting constant change of weather.
this shyt should have been done years ago due to the sickle cell making shyt rather difficult and unlike a normal person hence why I said kill myself.
He probably went to a school like the University of Phoenix, or that school Lil Romeo promotes. They only care about recruiting students and getting as much federal aid out of them as possible.what kinda job?
what does academic deferment?
what do you mean by for profit school education?
Have you tried Uber? If you are in a city area...
Non lonely driving job, want to meet people and get a clue on where all the poppin activities are in your town/city. Can drive when you want so if feeling sick, can stop for the day.
Now with Uber you gonna need a 2nd income, not tryna lie to you. Or you gonna be working all day.
And then with females, have you tried dating apps?
Yeah. Both my answers are new age tech, phone, stuff. Have to keep up with the times. I'm 37, so closer in age to you than many on the site. I do Uber on the side, and I met my wifey on OKcupid.
And he is out driving around. Which he mentioned. Meeting people alsoif he does uber, that would be good because he already has a full time gig. uber would give him more discretionary income which would allow him to pull more hoes cuz he'd have more cash.