Suicide isn’t selfish.

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Damn that's tough I hope you don't lose your job I've felt suicidal myself at times but it's normally a temporary feeling.

Im really just too p*ssy to go through with it but trust I know the feeling.

Yeah the job is the only thing saving grace, I been suicidal before but this feels different, just feels like I don't have a choice. I'm not trying to be musty, dirty, yellow teeth, sleeping under a bridge. Ive always done everything on my own and carried my own weight, I just got nowhere to go. Court costs drained all my savings so I'm living check to check but slowly stacking back up. I just feel hopeless if I get let go. I know I won't be able to find a job before I lose everything. shyt stressful I think about everyday and night, if I can keep my job I'll be alright cause I won't have any jail time, at worst be like 2 days.
 

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Honestly OP just kill yourself

Mainly for making a bait thread like this to trigger folks for attention and daps. You are a piece of shyt
 

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you need to talk to somebody in your family and tell them the truth that you are not doing well.
 

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Stop spreading suicide BS on the Coli, there are plenty of people here who are under 25 that can be influenced by an attention seeker like the OP

Stop being a p*ssy and just commit that
lol. You’re a joke.

Fake outrage.
 

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Honestly OP just kill yourself

Mainly for making a bait thread like this to trigger folks for attention and daps. You are a piece of shyt
Suck my dikk.

This isn’t a bait thread.

This same thread has been made before.

Fake outrage.
 

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Yeah the job is the only thing saving grace, I been suicidal before but this feels different, just feels like I don't have a choice. I'm not trying to be musty, dirty, yellow teeth, sleeping under a bridge. Ive always done everything on my own and carried my own weight, I just got nowhere to go. Court costs drained all my savings so I'm living check to check but slowly stacking back up. I just feel hopeless if I get let go. I know I won't be able to find a job before I lose everything. shyt stressful I think about everyday and night, if I can keep my job I'll be alright cause I won't have any jail time, at worst be like 2 days.
i dont have anything to say other than i really hope it doesnt come to that. the saddest part of using this website is opening it and seeing somebody who used to post here isnt with us anymore
 

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It is selfish.
However there are people that are alive and doing things that are selfish that leaves their loved ones devastated as well.

Humans are selfish by nature.
 

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My Brother committed suicide Jun 20 something 2018. I say 20 something because they found his body a few days after he jumped.

He ran out of gas and money and decided it was time. He was schizophrenic and it expressed itself in 2011.

Those voices were too much. He was on and off his meds.

I never thought he was selfish. I just wished he reached out. We are two years apart with the same parents. We grew up together but once I hit 18, we rarely chilled.

We got a hold of his phone. He was in a support group for schizos. It crazy reading the thoughts of somebody who has died. I miss him to this day. It hurts. I pray he got the relief he yearned for. It’s crazy because I have no video of him.

OP, you have a wife and probably people who care about you. Stick to the therapy, take your meds if prescribed, be consistent, and look for purpose outside of your family and the Coli.
 
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