OP coming with the truth. wish less people were delusional OP. i was delusional for a long long time. i regret not losing weight faster in my life. i don't care what any woman or person tells me. Ignore all that being in shape shows dedication bla bla bullshyt. nah you look better period. i realized face is one of the most important things in this world. i was fukkING NOTHING before. i couldn't get a woman to spit on me if i wanted too. LMAO
i remembered i used to just sit in my room imagining what it would be like to have a girlfriend and how good i'd treat her if "god" ever allowed me to get one.
good ole naive me. I was on some disney teen movie shyt, i was never ever a simp though
and thought just because i was a "nice" dude women would like me for that. yea i wasn't a dikk and was respectful.. so the fukk what? just because i was "nice" doesn't mean a dam thing, no person owes you a dam thing in this world. Iv'e never shared this story on thecoli but It wasn't until i got my brutal wake up call one night when, that changed me for the better( or worse depending on how it's changed how a view everyone/thing) I went out with my good friend and his girl and a friend she brought for "me". To keep it short he ended up fukking his girl and her friend at the same time
with me in the hotel with them( he was my ride). I tired to initiate because i thought her compliments and positive attention she was showing me was authentic( you touched this subject a little in your OP) but she just " didn't feel the same way" about me when the time to do the deed came
. So imagine that, a dude not only has a girlfriend he gets to fukk, but her friend as well. And for me? I got to hear the moans of 2 women i could only imagine of touching( no i didn't secretly like my friends girl
) you'd think this would of made me sad, but it only fueled my anger. i looked at myself in the mirror the following morning
, it made me want to change that very morning. several lbs dropped later and now what do ya know, you'd swear i was a completely different person. it's amazing how losing weight reveals how you really look. Now magically i'm all on my moms Facebook cover photos, my sisters all want to put me on their snapchats and instagrams shouting me out and telling their friends to follow me
. and i also turned into some kind of fukking comedian. Because everything i said now is sooo funny to women even when i intentionally say stupid shyt
.
gimme a fukking break. Did i hate women? im not sure i can say no with 100% certainty TBH
. When i started getting attention i let it go to my head and did become an a$$hole and treated women like shyt. then i realized there's other dudes that were the same as me( polite, respectful etc..) and weren't fat slobs, so honestly why would a woman choose me over another more desirable male
? I don't really know hwo to end this rant, but to anyone who thinks they're ugly own your ugliness. And if your fat lose the weight. all in all just become a betetr you, A BETTER MAN.
How was y'all friendship afterwards because I would've stole on that nikka for disrespecting me like that. Ugly people ain't got nothing to lose
