The Arcadium's Random Thoughts

[Ciggavelli]

Disregard my posts. Imma get help.

shyt ain't right for me

Sorry to bring this shyt into the forum. I gotta solve this shyt. The "random thoughts" shyt is not working anymore. I'll do better (I hope...)

 

[Kamikaze Revy]

Breh, I appreciate your post. I fukking hate life breh. I wish I was dead,,,

I ain't going that route though, as it doesn't solve anything (I believe in "absolute infinity").

However, I'm all into testing extremes...

Breh, for real, for real, I wish I was dead

I know that shyt isn't right, so I'm trying. But, shyt...,I feel a certain way

If some thing does happen to you I hope you spend “absolute infinity” knowing your Coli rep is getting neg trained into oblivion.
In all seriousness...
I can’t convince you to care about your own life, but I’m gonna tell you something. You’re sounding selfish. You hurt yourself it’s over for you and that’s it. But you leave people behind to deal with the same void you were trying to fill all along. I don’t like that you feel the way you feel. I’m praying for you right now. And look at how your life has already affected a random poster on a message board. I just put my kids to sleep and I’m praying God gives “ @Ciggavelli from the Coli” peace and that he finds you and gives his heart to you. Imagine what it would mean to the people that actually know you.

 

[Ciggavelli]

If some thing does happen to you I hope you spend “absolute infinity” knowing your Coli rep is getting neg trained into oblivion.
In all seriousness...
I can’t convince you to care about your own life, but I’m gonna tell you something. You’re sounding selfish. You hurt yourself it’s over for you and that’s it. But you leave people behind to deal with the same void you were trying to fill all along. I don’t like that you feel the way you feel. I’m praying for you right now. And look at how your life has already affected a random poster on a message board. I just put my kids to sleep and I’m praying God gives “ @Ciggavelli from the Coli” peace and that he finds you and gives his heart to you. Imagine what it would mean to the people that actually know you.

I mean, you're right, but I ain't even thinking like that. I'm on my fukk the world shyt; fukk everything, blah, blah, blah.

I appreciate what you're saying though. I do have nieces and nephews... But, to be real, I fukking hate life I think death grants us some understanding. I ain't trying to kill myself (that shyt is a cheap short-cut), but I ain't trying to live the right way either

Really, I need to get some help at a professional place. I need to stop being so goddamn depressed. But, for real breh, negativity has helped my out more than anything else. I wanna do better, but it's hard

 

[Ciggavelli]

Yeah, breh...@kamikaze revy makes good points. Imma gonna get fukked as hell, but can fi better. If I wake up tomorrow, I’m gonna be on my fukk shyt

 

[Ciggavelli]

I dunno what I’m saying

Imma bout to fukk shyt up in some intervention shyt

Balling hard abs fukking Spanish bytches

 

[Ciggavelli]

To further this shyt2
...I ball hard and fukk spanish bytches

I fukk with the shyt, and I fukk with that

 

[Ciggavelli]

yo im fukked up on some bullshyt

We need talk about the cutlure

 

[Kamikaze Revy]

 

[Why-Fi]

playing inside on my ipad...really good game. don't quite know what's going on yet but it is intriguing watchng it unfold

 

[Kamikaze Revy]

playing inside on my ipad...really good game. don't quite know what's going on yet but it is intriguing watchng it unfold

I beat that game and still had no clue what was going.
Still a very fun and interesting game though, and it has multiple endings.

 

[Ciggavelli]

For those that are curious, I'm going to some in-patient shyt tomorrow. I need to do better

I dunno if I can keep my phone, but it's the best thing for me

Sorry for being so fukking weird, brehs. I'm getting help

 

[daze23]

Arma 3 still the best game out

 

[ORDER_66]

I love hitman but seriously I'm kinda getting bored now...

The campaign with how the story ended had me like... they need to change the formula and have it more of an action series too... it needs a shot in the arm... Also what's the point of me getting all these high tech guns if I can't use them???

 

[daze23]

I love hitman but seriously I'm kinda getting bored now...

The campaign with how the story ended had me like... they need to change the formula and have it more of an action series too... it needs a shot in the arm... Also what's the point of me getting all these high tech guns if I can't use them???

best part was replaying the missions, to get the challenges and such

 

[ORDER_66]

best part was replaying the missions, to get the challenges and such

I know but I got bored of killing these fools 100 million different ways... thing that irks me is that I did alot of the challenges already... It's fun when you get it right... but Like metal gear solid had the perfect mix of stealth an action in the campaign... it needs a reworking of the formula... just a bit. like absolution... You could go in guns blazing and not be penalized for it...