Don't know where to begin....:
Temper.. But hold most of it inside
Loyalty despite gut feelings
feeling like people passively disrespect me
A lot of anger from past situations and people
Isolating self
Try to be too nice backfires
Try to be not so nice backfires
Kinda short compared to everyone focuses on height (5'7)
Kinda muscular and people might become scared or turned off by that except crazies
Could lose a few lbs and be perfect but drinking/cigars/eating used for depression makes that hard
Leg injuries also causing depression