The Coli: Your personal flaws thread

[flea]

Aloof must be the coli's new buzzword

 

[ZEB WALTON]

temper.

 

[MoonGoddess]

Im a worrier, i let things eat me up inside a lot.
Im very cynical, i always feel like people are bullshytting me.
Im the ultimate softy when it comes to friends and family that i really care about which in turn has allowed them to use me.
I have a gap that i hate
My nose is so small i feel like its not in proportion with my face sometimes and my glasses are always falling off.
I have a strong jaw line and a long face.
I have a scar on my left eyebrow that i would give so much to get rid of.

 

[TheArchitect]

-Mental

Suffer from serious depression
I feel I have to. Disturbingly, I've felt this way my ENTIRE LIFE....I can't say that I've ever truly felt "happy" (minus isolated occasions when I was a little boy, but even then....)
Have Aspergers and all that comes with it, socially awkward/can't read other people and situations/a bit obsessive/bad non verbal communicator (It's a flaw but at the same time its not)
I think I may have had Aspergers at some point. I was BAAAD, it was to a point I couldn't even ask a stranger a simple question without being plagues by chronic anxiety...
Procrastination
Struggling with this now, but I've been getting a lot better....
Hard time trusting people and am generally uncomfortable around people I don't know
Really shy
I was painfully shy as well....now I'm just "aloof"...
Avoidant and really afraid of people sometimes
All or nothing
Am self-abusive mentally and emotionally
Same here. I'm also a perfectionist, so you can imagine how much of a critic I am of myself....
Extremely self-conscious
I was, but not as much now...
Emotionally detached and have an extremely difficult time forming connections
Care too much about people who don't give a rats ass about me
Was a HUGE problem. I always had this mindset that somehow everyone is better than me, and I'm always wrong and inferior.
Overthink and analyze every situation
That's me...
Don't stand up for myself as much as I should
This was an enormous problem growing up. No father figure, no role model, just a bunch of people feeding me bullshyt and pretty words. To top it off, my parents were very emotionally and verbally abusive. Comparing me to others, ridicule, disrespect, etc. I'm talking they could be watching tv or have company, than next thing I know I'm being compared to the child on Star Search and ridiculed.....
Avoid conflict too much
Dont give myself enough credit and don't take pride in my acheivements. I'm way too hard on myself.
Are you my doppelganger?
I'm an extroverted loner
Kinda lazy
I don't forget anything (a gift and a curse)
Gift and curse indeed. A lot of things still bother me to this day...
Extremely inexperience relative to someone my age
shyt, I'm 31 and have only fukked with three people. Yet, I still have nothing to contribute when the convos turn to sexcapades....I've lived a very lonely life when it comes to the opposite sex...
-Physical
I don't few myself as very attractive (even though plenty of women do)
Fat always have been - I'm 6'3" 280 Really insecure about my midsection whice is the problem area
My face isnt well defined at all
Thing about this is it can easily be changed with enough dedication....
-Lifestyle

Need to take care of myself better
Hate cleaning up after myself
Me neither, then again I'm concentrated on other things. I be wanting to go out and have fun with female(s) and my friend(s) so bad, but now I have other things to focus upon...
I try to keep track of everything in my head and I forget a lot when I'm stressed out.

 

[1stPick]

I have a hot temper

I am extremely pessimistic and moody

I can only be social in short spurts. I need advanced notice before doing something social.

I hold grudges, big time. There are people who pissed me off back in 1st Grade who's faces I'd spit in if I saw today

I'm not a chameleon, there are certain groups who I cant fit in with nor do I care to fit in with

I'm a night owl and a late riser. I cant be up before 9:30AM

 

[BrehMan]

I have an inappropriate sense of humor.

 

[At30wecashout]

I push people away on a whim. Didn't know until a few years ago, but a part of my family always thought I was eventually going to commit suicide, but not before taking some people with me. That was the most fukked up conversation I ever had to be apart of.

 

[360dagod]

Too humble....I remember this dj on a gucci mane mixtape said being humble will get to you..and he is right...

Overthinker
put too much pressure on myself. ..
adrenaline junkie
too guarded

If I could take care of my first flaw I listed, I could really go somewhere.

Execution is the issue...
I give everyone advice that works, but I never execute it...

 

[Quarterback]

Huge nose
High body count
Emotionally unstable
No ass (but I'm working on it)
Terrible boobs
Shady past
Care too much about people who wouldn't piss on me if I was on fire
No direction
Self doubt
Over think & analyze

No guy is ever going to love me

How high is your body count

 

[Behind-the-wheel]

I can relate . I've gotten better at understanding women, much better, but it has yet to improve my overall confidence with them as much as I'd like. It sounds weird but even though I wouldn't change my physical appearance, I still sometimes struggle to see myself as physically attractive to women so that's part of it for me.

I'm the same way still.
I can't tell when they like me or are hitting on me, so I always feel ugly and ignored. Well, except with the grey hairs...they are always blatant about what they want and what they like.
I'm getting surgery to make my eyes match perfectly and make the bridge of my nose smaller when I have the money saved up.
Maybe I'll be handsome enough to get females to make their intentions blatantly clear like on tv and in the movies...

 

[Soundwave]

Can't leave Codeine alone

 

[HearNoEvil]

I'm too hard on myself on multiple levels.

I let discipline take precedent over pleasure and now I'm unbalanced, I denied myself of having any vices and now I don't enjoy much anymore.

I also don't give myself enough credit for my accomplishments, which has led to low self esteem. It's inexplicable to people who know me in real life, but I'm actually very insecure.

Too passive. I wait too long to have the confrontations that need to happen, but that's just my nature. I don't love or even like conflict, but sometimes it's necessary.

As far as physical flaws go, I'm short.

 

[OGBobbyJohnson]

-Introverted
-Extremely Pessimistic
-I Remember Everything..Smh..Which Makes....
-My Ability To Hold A Grudge Disturbing
-Over Thinker
-Ugly

 

[Michael9100]

I'm 5 and a half inches erect...

 

[(Lean Ambrose)]

I got a couple I wanna get off my chest... I'll be back in the morning...