Life surrounding my being
is like an unseen picture
true film indie depicting
defeatist indulging among the elitists
and measuring my gain
train to bring false prophecy
telling everybody that their reality is flawed
while mines is the instance of a fetus crawl
inside the womb the tomb of bound destruction
corrupted childhood, pain, and fears of neglect
disrespect because of my studdering
shuddering at the thought of being like my step dad
being like my father abandonment of a future seed
creed of another and a cast of voodoo upon a mother
my brother scorn me last year for not attending
my own mother's funeral
the cost was hard to bare on both ends
I'm over here struggling trying to make ends
get a call and reality begins
tears fall slowly but a sound is not heard
from afar the scars are so absurbed
absorbed my spite and rage within the cage
of a older shell a former self on the shelf
walking the road of self destruction
when is ENOUGH GOING TO BE ENOUGH
I say this like a black and white movie screen
static echoes depicting the imperfect elixir
of pure pleasure, hunger, and a focus imperfect ambition
welcome to a portion of my life
the criterion edition