I am not interested in being a "Super friend". The friend that comes to the rescue to help a dumb motherfukker out of trouble they created for themselves. Especially when I have to rearrange my schedule to do it. I don't care if you think I'm the best, you owe me one, you'll pay me, what the fukk ever. Just know, I will NEVER help you again.
This why I struggle with friendship. When I'm nice to people, they draw me closer to them and I'm trying to keep their needy asses far away. This doesn't apply to all people, just people who I know aren't able to reciprocate my level of niceness if I need it.