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Pazzy

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On some real shyt, I feel that a lot of times that I'm too weird, too socially awkward, too much of a social outcast or just too different that other people who consider also themselves too weird, too socially, too much of a social outcast or just too different begin to start feeling themselves around me where they go like "compared to this guy, I'm normal". :gucci::gucci: am I that embarrassing to be associated with or hang around? That's why I don't even try to interact with people like that anymore because it's like they make me feel like I'm just a terrible person and I can't see what I'm exactly doing wrong. It's like I can't do anything right and when I think I'm fukking up and that someone hates me because I expect to be treated like shyt by other people, they think that I'm okay which I'm like:whoo:"you actually think I'm cool". It also seems like the only time people want to be bothered with me is when they need something or have nobody else to roll with so I'm the go guy.

According to a few people, I'm considered "dorky", "geeky", "nerdy", "into computers and technology". I guess because I wear glasses and am not cool or whatever. I'm tired of dealing with this shyt. Like I'm just a regular person like anyone else on the planet. Wtf? But I seem to be treated differently like I'm an embarrassment. I don't get it.
 
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Lmao. this girl in FL right now told me she's bored.

Ok :ehh:

On another note, I'm going to cash in on my leave early next month (like the 5th) and go to NY while STT gets its shyt in order.


I've been extremely resourceful and people who never contact me suddenly have my number. I'm sorry but I'm not sorry.

Home is intact, immediate family and friends are good, got $, my generator to power everything and a fukkload of gas, food and drink :umad:
 

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Princess Coco

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Irma just got me invited to brunch
:picard:
There's this lifestyle blogger that I met on IG. She knows basically the right people here and can get me into a certain social circle.

We already have Art Basel plans :mjgrin:
 
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