I officially have a six pack and biceps. My chest is filling out and my shoulders are bigger. I thought I looked best skinny, but now I actually like the way I look and I've put body mass. I'm bigger. I wear tank tops now, hahaha, girls try to rip my shirt off and double take when they see me now. I ain't even done yet. I can be more way more cut and a little bigger. I really like the way I look for the first time in my life. And I got a little fat on my body which used to drive me crazy.
I hate lifting weights and eating a lot of food. I buckled down, changed my lifestyle and now I'm reaching the goals I set for myself months ago. There are many people I want to thank for inspiring me to embrace the challenges on the path to the things I want. I thought I lived the best part of my life, but this stage is better than the previous one and I would not be here if I didn't make myself do things I don't like doing.
Hard work is fukking hard. Working hard does not get easier with time, people become tougher than tough times, and that is why hard work seems easier with time. My new job is challenging. I'm accepting all challenges presented and remaining focused and flexible.
It's so fukking awesome to have muscles and make more money. When I shop now I don't have to think about the cost, although I pretend I'm broke as fukk so I don't negate my wage increase by spending more. I'm spending a lot more than I used to right now because I'm rewarding myself for grinding it out for two years. There are three more things I'm going to ball out on but they all are related to work. Those purchases will make me money.
All my girls are tripping because I'm hyper focused on my goal. fukk all them beezies. I grind for my future family and IDGAF about some girl who thinks I'm dating her. I've never put a girl before my goals, ever, and I've dated women I love more than I date myself. All these girls I don't even like are out their damn minds if they expect me to stop being successful so we can have sex and waste my money
I would not ask someone I care about to put aside their career and dreams to hang out with me. I'd bring them lunch at work, write them letters, and be flexible. My first girlfriend was the most real. She rode for me and I wouldn't be shyt without her. I broke her heart because I was immature and selfish. I didn't realize how great she was and I'm reminded of her value when dealing with girls I deal with now.
A real ass woman knows when to fall back and STFU cause daddy is getting money and handling business. A real one goes and gets her some money while her man is doing the same so they can spoil each other. If a girl is more obsessed with me than her goals I don't like her because she's got her priorities all fukked up. Get some money girl, don't worry about me, because I'm getting this paper for all of us and our future children. My children will want for nothing. Their first cars will be Mercedes, just like their dad. I want like three to five kids, that's like 150 thousand in cars alone. We don't do E classes. It's C or S class all day for my kids because that's where I started.
I'm a year and a half ahead of schedule on my five-year plan. I meet all my goals in life. I've never come up short because I focus and put all my energy into what I believe in.
People need to believe in me or get away from me because my track record speaks for itself. I'm on my way to doing something I believe in very much.
I don't mean to be cold but I have to be. People cannot be trusted. Feelings change so do people.