I can't believe I'm reading the cluster fukk of a thread, but I can't turn away, either.
Sounds like he about to get them draws , i thought you were saving it for his highness musa
Try a leo
Dead serious
If you have insecurities and confidence issues, stop worrying about relationships and work on the problems you have with inner self. Until you fix those problems none of your relationships will work, and you will continue to be unhappy in every relationship you're in. It all starts with YOU.