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finally getting rid of my PS2 tomorrow, going to see what if anything I will get at the DVD exchange store. Will also be turning in the few video games I have left, NCAA 08, MLB the show 2008, the matrix game, Madden 2003, and NBA Live 2005.
 

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Good enough in terms of what?
With my mom:
Even though I take care of her, just doesnt feel like it's enough.
She's done so much for me and she says she is proud but I don't.
My girl:
Just feel she can be with somebody better. I can see the love but I don't feel like I deserve it
My friends:
Not there for them as much and they say it's cool but I don't know.
When I'm alone my mind wanders into the abyss of my past.
Just never felt good enough, even with all the moves and success.
2005-2006 was the year in my life I took hella L's...
Still trying to recover after ten years.
Tears of a clown...
 

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finally getting rid of my PS2 tomorrow, going to see what if anything I will get at the DVD exchange store. Will also be turning in the few video games I have left, NCAA 08, MLB the show 2008, the matrix game, Madden 2003, and NBA Live 2005.
You gonna be walking out the store with a crisp Lincoln you didnt have when you walked in
:obama:
 

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With my mom:
Even though I take care of her, just doesnt feel like it's enough.
She's done so much for me and she says she is proud but I don't.
My girl:
Just feel she can be with somebody better. I can see the love but I don't feel like I deserve it
My friends:
Not there for them as much and they say it's cool but I don't know.
When I'm alone my mind wanders into the abyss of my past.
Just never felt good enough, even with all the moves and success.
2005-2006 was the year in my life I took hella L's...
Still trying to recover after ten years.
Tears of a clown...
I know the feeling. It may help to set some goals from your perspective that you think will make them proud.

For instance, my goal is to make sure I can take care of my mom when she gets older so she may not know it but she's always apart of my long term plans. Just keep being the best you and it will be alright with them.
 

Kiyoshi-Dono

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I know the feeling. It may help to set some goals from your perspective that you think will make them proud.

For instance, my goal is to make sure I can take care of my mom when she gets older so she may not know it but she's always apart of my long term plans. Just keep being the best you and it will be alright with them.
Yeah, I've been knocking some goals down recently that I've put on the back burner.
Plus I started doing yoga(clears your mind) but it's just moments I'm alone that conjur the negative emotions.
Overthinking and over analyzing has been a gift and a curse.
Still learning how to just live in the moment instead of always calculating the next move.
 

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Yeah, I've been knocking some goals down recently that I've put on the back burner.
Plus I started doing yoga(clears your mind) but it's just moments I'm alone that conjur the negative emotions.
Overthinking and over analyzing has been a gift and a curse.
Still learning how to just live in the moment instead of always calculating the next move.
Good luck with that. I plan everything. That's the reason I'm scared to leave my job because then I can't plan my income. I had my budget for 2016 completed in Sept 2015. I can't help myself.
 
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