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Man, I've been hearing so many stories of females getting played by dudes. lightskin, short, fat, cook everyday, "dimes", flat stomachs and everything in between. So I've decided I'm not changing a damn thing about myself. It doesn't matter, the odds are all the same.
 

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Today Facebook reminded me of my cousin's bday. Every birthday, every time I think about him like really think about him, every time I drive past the cemetery I tear up.

I don't know why and I feel silly it still affects me its been years. Maybe it is because it was so sudden. Maybe because I still feel like its unfair. Maybe because he was such a genuine soul and he never got what I thought he deserved.
 

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Today Facebook reminded me of my cousin's bday. Every birthday, every time I think about him like really think about him, every time I drive past the cemetery I tear up.

I don't know why and I feel silly it still affects me its been years. Maybe it is because it was so sudden. Maybe because I still feel like its unfair. Maybe because he was such a genuine soul and he never got what I thought he deserved.

Some deaths effect a person more than others, I will be that way with my aunt who passed last year. She had such a positive influence on me, that my life will never be the same without her here
 

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Today Facebook reminded me of my cousin's bday. Every birthday, every time I think about him like really think about him, every time I drive past the cemetery I tear up.

I don't know why and I feel silly it still affects me its been years. Maybe it is because it was so sudden. Maybe because I still feel like its unfair. Maybe because he was such a genuine soul and he never got what I thought he deserved.
Sorry about your cousin. Death is never easy to deal with.
 

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Some deaths effect a person more than others, I will be that way with my aunt who passed last year. She had such a positive influence on me, that my life will never be the same without her here

Yea. He was just a good guy, not an angel but a good guy. He was all about family and tried hard to provide for his. Anybody that knew him just knew how he was. Sorry for your loss. Like you said, for some people you will never be prepared and it will take a while.
 

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Today Facebook reminded me of my cousin's bday. Every birthday, every time I think about him like really think about him, every time I drive past the cemetery I tear up.

I don't know why and I feel silly it still affects me its been years. Maybe it is because it was so sudden. Maybe because I still feel like its unfair. Maybe because he was such a genuine soul and he never got what I thought he deserved.
Ain't silly at all dog there is something insanely tragic about people who are taken too soon. I lost one of my best friends in a moped accident a few years ago and still think about him all the time and tear up if I focus on those thoughts for too long. Life ain't fair :mjcry:
 

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Today Facebook reminded me of my cousin's bday. Every birthday, every time I think about him like really think about him, every time I drive past the cemetery I tear up.

I don't know why and I feel silly it still affects me its been years. Maybe it is because it was so sudden. Maybe because I still feel like its unfair. Maybe because he was such a genuine soul and he never got what I thought he deserved.
Nothing silly about it, losing someone especially a good soul is a small deal. Time heals all wounds but doesn't fix all aches. Be glad that you have positive memories to reflect on and let those flood your memory when the time comes.:hug:
 

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Never too soon, it's just a matter of how it plays out. Keep sex out of the equation to be sure.
Yeah its not about the sex or looks, or anything like that. I really "love" her personality and spirit.

I'm taking it slow, I don't even know if the feelings will be reciprocated, but I'm "loved stoned" and I she knows...I think she knows oh oh ohhh~♪

ish is not whats up though. Especially when you still got things you trying to handle on your end:smh:
 

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:russ: The two opportunities I was going to use to keep me a float after I left my job fell apart today. I still have a few other things I want to do so not even tripping. I still have time.
 

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Ain't silly at all dog there is something insanely tragic about people who are taken too soon. I lost one of my best friends in a moped accident a few years ago and still think about him all the time and tear up if I focus on those thoughts for too long. Life ain't fair :mjcry:

Sorry for your loss too. That's how it is. The day to day is ok but when you stop and think it's gets you. It came out of nowhere. He had a brain aneurysm. He said he didn't feel well, went to lay down and then he was gone.

Nothing silly about it, losing someone especially a good soul is a small deal. Time heals all wounds but doesn't fix all aches. Be glad that you have positive memories to reflect on and let those flood your memory when the time comes.:hug:

Thank you :hug: I am but that just makes me tear more lol. Like just thinking about things and why I miss him and why I'm sad about it. The weirdest thing is laughing with tears. I'll be ok gonna man up.
 
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