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Me and my mother were extremely close, I leaned on her for strength and support.

We talked everyday about everything so I have no regrets. This hurts like nothing I've ever felt before I didn't even know I could cry the way I did, it felt like an out of body experience.

It's hard I went from ready to snuff anyone who suggested taking her off life support to wanting her freed from the pain after learning the full scope of her cancer. She lead me to believe she was recovering to spare me from the pain of the truth that it had spread to her lungs. For her to know the severity of her disease and to smile at me everyday and assure me she was fine.
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Me and my mother were extremely close, I leaned on her for strength and support.

We talked everyday about everything so I have no regrets. This hurts like nothing I've ever felt before I didn't even know I could cry the way I did, it felt like an out of body experience.

It's hard I went from ready to snuff anyone who suggested taking her off life support to wanting her freed from the pain after learning the full scope of her cancer. She lead me to believe she was recovering to spare me from the pain of the truth that it had spread to her lungs. For her to know the severity of her disease and to smile at me everyday and assure me she was fine.
That's what they do breh, the good ones anyway. They already know we not trying to hear no bad news about they health so they lie and put up a front on everything being ok. That's just their way of loving us, so when you feel the anger rise, remember this. It wasn't to hurt you, but to shield you.
 

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Me and my mother were extremely close, I leaned on her for strength and support.

We talked everyday about everything so I have no regrets. This hurts like nothing I've ever felt before I didn't even know I could cry the way I did, it felt like an out of body experience.

It's hard I went from ready to snuff anyone who suggested taking her off life support to wanting her freed from the pain after learning the full scope of her cancer. She lead me to believe she was recovering to spare me from the pain of the truth that it had spread to her lungs. For her to know the severity of her disease and to smile at me everyday and assure me she was fine.
went through something very similar and i'd be lying if i said the pain will go away. all i can say for certain is it will get better with time. stay blessed, man. try not to bottle up any emotions, vent, cry, do whatever comes to your heart.
 

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Me and my mother were extremely close, I leaned on her for strength and support.

We talked everyday about everything so I have no regrets. This hurts like nothing I've ever felt before I didn't even know I could cry the way I did, it felt like an out of body experience.

It's hard I went from ready to snuff anyone who suggested taking her off life support to wanting her freed from the pain after learning the full scope of her cancer. She lead me to believe she was recovering to spare me from the pain of the truth that it had spread to her lungs. For her to know the severity of her disease and to smile at me everyday and assure me she was fine.


I can't begin to understand your pain, I been going through similar circumstances but no one person's heartbreak is the same . . I been in and out of hospitals with my grandma I watched it go from good to bad and down right terrible . . .I remember when I first came in and she said "shawn can you get that wash cloth . . . so I got up and started looking for some rags or whatever I told her I didn't see any . .she said they in my kitchen cabinet . I paused .. I couldn't even turn around to look at her because I had to fight back tears . .I didn't want her to start feeling sad . . .just a week ago she was a sly old devil independent and quick . . it made me realize the older I get the more people I grew up with who nurtured & advised me I'm going to have to see them leave me someday, it's the shyt I sit up trying to put to the very back of my head, I'm not even sure were I fall on the religious scale but everyday I ask god to not take anymore people from me . .I know it's going to happen but not this year and when next year hits not that year either . .I'll keep asking for time until time refuses. . I know I talk too much, I just wanna convey this message if you need to talk whatever emotion you feeling bruh i'll listen
 

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I've died and came back to life when I was a kid. I busted my head open climbing a fence and was rushed to emergency. Died and was brought back to life.

Did you see anything before you were revived?
There was a study that showed that a few minutes after your death your brain is still conscious of what's going on and some people realized they were dead, they err revived of course. That didn't prove there was an afterlife tho.
 
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