Yeah. But at the same time, it's all on surface. When I do like people, I like them through and through. Not just in front of them. I defend them when they aren't present. I do shyt for them and don't tell them that it was me. But even on here, in certain instances, I've bigged up people who on surface seem cool and friendly (I've included them in shyt/acknolwedged them when no one knows them here/or acknowledges them), to only be relied messages/screenshots or see myself that they don't like me and never have. The same people want to exclude me or take jabs at me all the time. That's more of it. I sometimes allow people in when giving the benefit of the doubt, only to be provoked later and see their true colors. And you know because we've talked about this how people flex on this forum for their reputations and shyt. That's how people generally are.You know my words don't come out empty. You better get ready.
Remember, I said two things last year concerning you..You'd be more accepted and superficially, that your rep would reverse since I knew you were getting tired of the endless negs..Nevermind the fact that the folks who grieved you the most either mysteriously got banned or made peace with you. I might be crazy and somewhat moody..but I love my ORS fam, if I say you gonna git some of that Jodeci come and talk to me type lovin', then you gonna git it.
I'm one of those people so used to getting hated on openly and behind my back that it feels natural. So while on the surface I do look stable, I may even be desired at some level or be "popular" in some circles, but I do not trust anyone or get very close to anyone and I try not to like people/get attached too much. I've gone into relationships not even realizing I don't trust the guy even before getting in the relationships and when all the sexual tension dies down, I'm over him. I've dealt with boyfriends being jealous of me, just like broads.
not all Tauruses
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