To Coli Breh/ettes
Typing from the hands of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.
All the warnings from the forum fukkery 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the excitement of reading to as well as creating fukkery along with participating and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things.
On my last 3 lurkings, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known here "personally", but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fukking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!
Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your posts. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out than to fade away.
Peace, love, empathy.
@FmrToken
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because I didn't know how to react...
wtf. "You're the only reason I took a shower today" 
