I've been told a thousand times almost on here that if I were to get 'exposed' or even voluntarily exploited myself, things would backfire on everyone because im so underestimated and people already expect and think low of me so when it doesn't add up to that...nikkas will be feeling some way.
Like even exposing me being a 'thot' or 'flirt' wont work against me because im considered a misfit and "wrong" from jump. I dont have the same expectations as many of the ladies here. Ppl assume Im ugly, a prostitute/escort, dumb etc. The ladies here are assumed to be attractive queens. They're on the pedestal. The power of me not being put on it is i can be and do whatever I want. Im the surprise. The wild card.