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optimism is easy when you have a way out.
i feel i'm at a dead end. all the issues with my father, yet i have to stay here.
all these issues with money, i have to stay looking for a job here sine there's no other way of getting it.
Then keep looking for a job and keep grinding

this is why i say i'm fukked, you and prynce are just able to see the bright side of it all.
This is the point were both trying to make Regine. A bright and positive mental state goes a LONG way in helping you succeed. Thats why im telling you to find joy in the struggle, since you feel as if thats all you got right now

Lemme use myself and Prynce as an example (if he lets me)

Me: Not doing nearly as well as I hoped in school, a couple school bills past due but Im broke of course, Ive posted about the mental issues Ive been faced with this year (depression, anxiety) and some issues with my father as well. But I see joy in the struggle now because Im hungry and ready for my real life to begin and Im more patient than ever. You could almost say Im similar to you, now that I think about it! So dont tell me I dont understand because I do. Its about changing your mindset first and foremost. Thats what were trying to do

Prynce has posted about his issues with anxiety and self doubt. And recently how he was almost robbed and shot. But now look. He posted about his full time job he recently got. He rolled with the punches. He wasnt about that "oh, woe is me..." crap

I on the other hand just want to throw in the towel.
Dont

I know i need help, i don't know if i'm too stupid to see the answers i need or my fears are just stopping me or both.
Then get help. Some how some way

i've tried the optimistic route when i was on my own looking for a good job and a place to stay, twice I fell flat on my ass. Lost my job, lost my apartment, had to live in a shelter for a month... I felt like garbage the entire time. When I found a job and a place to stay the feelings never left and when i got fired again and left with no choice but to go home, any shred of optimism and positivity left.
But youre still here right? You know what that means. It will make the end goal that much sweeter. Think about it:

Also, if you could endure, losing your job, your apartment and having to live in a shelter with the poor mental state you have now then that means only one thing: You're strong

You and your father dont see it but I do

might be best to accept that things are gonna stay fukked up for me. I give up.
Nah this isnt the way you think. Accept them temporarily but grind with your head up

Like I said if you endured all that you did before: nikkas cant tell you shyt. And I mean that. Only you allow yourself to feel inferior because youre one of the strongest persons in your life. But imagine how it would feel if you could lift yourself up, with how strong you are youre GUARANTEED to succeed :blessed:
 
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