I've been staying in my mom house with my 22 year old nephew . He's highly unstable, a depressed gang banger and I honestly think he's mentally ill. He's always been bad, but I never feared him until this week. Yesterday I was chilling on the sofa, he asks how long I been sitting there. I'm like "why?" he pulls an ancient looking gun longer than his arm from behind the cushion. He says it's for his safety because he quit his gang to honor my mom's memory but his boys banned him from coming home and they throwing shots back in fourth on social media, death threats included.
Today we got bad weather, he tells me that it isn't going to rain it's a war going on between gods, I brush him off because he says things like all the time thinking he's deep. Half an hour later I hear him screaming and he's crying hysterically on the ground and I guess trying to get struck by lightening talking about he wants to die and telling god to kill him now. My mother's elderly neighbor trying to talk to him, I bring him inside then he changes his mood now he's talking about how god is protecting us and he don't fear any man. I don't know if he wants to kill himself, but I feel closer to death just being around him.
Today we got bad weather, he tells me that it isn't going to rain it's a war going on between gods, I brush him off because he says things like all the time thinking he's deep. Half an hour later I hear him screaming and he's crying hysterically on the ground and I guess trying to get struck by lightening talking about he wants to die and telling god to kill him now. My mother's elderly neighbor trying to talk to him, I bring him inside then he changes his mood now he's talking about how god is protecting us and he don't fear any man. I don't know if he wants to kill himself, but I feel closer to death just being around him.



