Essential The Locker Room's Random Thoughts

[Panther]

2 of my boys see my ex gf in the past 2 days. One of calls me like "aye breh I seen ya baby mama today "

Ended up going out with her last night. She still fine tho

 

[Mr210]

I gotta admit, Im much lonelier then I let on

why are you lonely

 

[Mr210]

2 of my boys see my ex gf in the past 2 days. One of calls me like "aye breh I seen ya baby mama today "

Ended up going out with her last night. She still fine tho

see looking back I wish I would have stayed semi in contact with some of my exes that way when I hit a dry spot or something I could hit them up but instead once we are done I cut them off and they all wanted to stay in contact with me

 

[Barnett114]

@Supreme HD

U mad cac

You whites trying to impersonate black militants are funny

Kick rocks

 

[Hades]

Gotta marathon this show before the new year comes in. I'm going extra hard on the snacks and treats. 7+ hours.

Hopefully the cute eye doctor is in during this next appointment.

Can't wait for Christmas.

I hope this jacket fits. I never knew how complicated it was to figure out my size for clothes. Expected it to be a much more easier and uniform process. How the hell does a Large fit differently for the same item type of clothing from the same company?

 

[Poh SIti Dawn]

Don't know how, the 2 guys I became friends with in my childhood only because my parents knew theirs so it was forced. It lead to them talking shyt about me behind my back but I never said anything because they were the only guys I could call a friend so I rolled with it until a year after I got out of HS. I sent them an email then cut them off after. That was 7 years ago, haven't met anyone I could call a friend since. Its not like people are inviting me anywhere anyways. I don't like parties, clubs, etc. Just how I am even though I've been to them. shyt is boring to me and pointless

You don't have to go to clubs, they're soulless anyway. Hit a cafe or a bookstore chill out chat to the people. You read books don't you?

 

[Brandeezy]

You don't have to go to clubs, they're soulless anyway. Hit a cafe or a bookstore chill out chat to the people. You read books don't you?

Graphic novels but that's about it

 

[Hope]

You need to try and get a social life i know you have said on here plenty of timess you dont care about friends or females but humans are social creature who need social interaction and it's obviously affecting you. Even if you are not the most social person you just have to try and put yourself out there NEVER turn down an invitation to do something social unless you have to and when you get their try and network with other people and you will eventually get friends

beggars cant be choosers we all have to do things we don't want. I have been to plenty places where i dont like the music or the people and still go to places where i dont like music or people parties but i still go to the same clubs and parties, and they are a very good place to network. try joining a gym or sports team and hopefully you will pick up a couple friends and break into their social circle, all you need is literally one person to let you into their social circle and your life will change.

giving advice usually doesn't help with people dealing with Mental Illness or addiction or both.

From personal experience, just needed ONE person to talk to, until i felt better, and was able to communicate better with others.

U can be in a crowd of people and feel alone. Learning to magnify my strengths and lessen my weakness is important for me, and I falter a lot. Being honest with myself is essential, and difficult. I just try my best and take baby steps.

Holidays are rough for a lot of people, I'm a sensitive person, and can get very aggressive when people judge or give advice, but if you have my experience and found a way out, I'll attempt to do what you did and see if it works, otherwise try other options.

Internet is not a good solutions for what I deal with, but it took a while for me to get a sponsor and therapist. Grateful i'm getting better. I can only get so honest/deep on phone or on internet, but I prefer phone over internet.

I have five close friends, a sponsor, a therapist, and my parents. I have friends I haven't even met yet but all that's important is taking care of myself today, because how I feel when I wake up or go to bed is a feeling only I will feel. And if I'm tried of certain feelings, some action needs to be taken.

 

[Poh SIti Dawn]

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hday and tomorrow is mine, I'll be 24

I'm still waiting on my acceptance letter for university, I'll call them tomorrow to see if things are going OK.

I really want to get better at soccer, and martial arts and my keyboard.

I've been trying to write a bossa nova song but oh its so difficult. On the other hand I will try to learn Für Elise by Beethoven today and also I'll finish trying to learn The Girl From Ipanema by Astrud Gilberto and Stan Getz, there's just sooooo many freaking progressions my head gets LOST!

Also interesting fact, Beethoven was baptised on December the 17th, which means we was probably born around the same day as my birthday, weird but I definitely have an interest in learning classical music and understanding it.

I also want to learn Bossa Nova and then perhaps some of that Salsa. And later on then pick up a guitar and learn Flamenco and then once I hit university I want to take a course on learning the Tango.

There's this man named João Gilberto and he is Astruds husband. There's a funny but beautiful story about him

"Just after this time Gilberto's father, upset by João's bizarre singing style and refusal to take "normal" work, committed him to a mental hospital. In a psychological interview there, Gilberto stared out the window and remarked, “Look at the wind depilating the trees.” The psychologist replied, “But trees have no hair, João,” to which Gilberto responded, “And there are people who have no poetry.” He was released after a week."

BTW have you guys heard of Beethoven being black?

 

[Poh SIti Dawn]

Graphic novels but that's about it

Hit up a comic book shop or a bookstore they stay posted in there

 

[Doin2Much Williams]

I'm a very anxious, impatient person.


So i decided to challenge myself and see how long i could hold out from checking my alerts.


It's been since Early october...

Spoiler

I'm shooting for 1000


lol







Just for the fukk of it.


Hee hee.

 

[iBrowse]

Any brehs here ever been p*ssywhipped?

Even though it's mutual, my girl's friends always got a little comment to say about the cupcaking

 

[El negrito de tejas]

That mean it's all most time

It's barely been 1yr since the 6 yr relationship. I've finally started to travel and meet people from all over. I need another couple of years and a career change before I decide to get serious with somebody again

 

[Kiyoshi-Dono]

Any brehs here ever been p*ssywhipped?

Even though it's mutual, my girl's friends always got a little comment to say about the cupcaking

Not so much p*ssy whipped but I enjoy her company and as she with me.
My boys like I'm finally with someone, been a minute since I even took a female serious outside of smashing or on some money making marathon.
But I see the envy in her friends.
Which I wish she would stop listening to.
I tell her them hoes bitter but she sees it as love
I keep telling her I'm not going to do anything wrong and she is driving me away with the bullshyt.
Let us shine and fukk the rest.

 

[Mr210]

just watching "chasing tyson"