This year I'm really going to try to not hold grudges and ill will in my heart.
Just getting to the point that none of the things we think matter truly do.
I want to strengthen my connection with family and my lady.
Also finally made the decision to enroll back in school to become an electrician and study for an cdl.
It's been a longtime coming but I feel as an African American male we need skills and financial planning for the future.
Also I've been feeling some type of way ever since Tamir Rice(really since Trayvon) when I walk the streets. It's not even anger anymore just profound sadness that we keep getting killed that I truly have a hard time talking to non black people outside of my girl.
Since we have been together she has noticed things she never considered and she says she is up for a future with me but sometimes( from my past) I still don't know if she is strong enough for what it means to be with a black man.
Only time will tell.