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dora_da_destroyer

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Posted a pic on FB earlier today.

Gotta get on that baby making wave, just had a convo w one of my homegirls. Recently divorced super career woman, she getting her eggs froze this summer. She not trying to be like Janet, pregnant at 50

3 year cliff not too bad, hopefully you get annual grants as well. Are you eligible for Deferred Comp program?
Vest 1/3 year. What's deferred comp? Where they hold some for taxes?

And yea, I'm the same. Really, my friend just started having kids, I figure 33-36 is enough time to pop out two, so I got a year and some change before I hit my zone lol
 

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Revisiting that movie "Crash" after copping it from the bargain bin. This shyt starts off corny, like a poorly done Spike Lee movie. I never understood the hype for this trash.

And I think I remember the twist, so I may go to bed mad lol. I turnt down so much sex this past month for no reason is what's going through my head. Maybe it was for the best. i could attract better people and maybe make friends. Fukk these lonely as one night stands.
 

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Sparking blunts in the shade.
Redbull has flavors now.:snoop:

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sometimes i feel like all of my friends are just random fakkits that dont understand me in the least but i keep around because im too much of a jaded a$$hole to attempt to foster relationships with new, more exiting people.
 

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Man, I really miss my pops. I never met him. I know nothing about him. Growing up I never wanted a dad. Now I miss someone I never knew. I imagine his face when I look at mine. I try to figure out what he was or is like based off of my behavior. I'm grown now, so I dont need a dad, but idunno, I want him to see that I'm something he should be proud of.

My biological family never looked for me. It really hurts my feelings they haven't reached out at all. This period in my life is the hardest, most transformative, scary period of my life. I can't talk to my mom about it for various reasons.

She raised me. I'm like her. But she's not my mom. I think I need a paternal connection in my life. I feel like half a person. I have a strong identity. But I dunno where I come from so how can I decide where to go? I follow my heart and it's worked out so far.

It'd be nice to a part of something bigger than myself. I almost have no choice other than being selfish because I don't have family to build with.

I think I'll never have family until I start my own. I'm angry with my dad because he left me out here alone knowing what I'd have to experience as a black man. I learned it all on my own and I made every mistake in the book because nobody warned me about the traps. I'm also angry because I have to start my family and dynasty. It's a near impossible task.

All my friends just imitate their dads. They've always been able to use their dads as a point of reference. I'm drawing a picture without borders. I'm driving a car with no steering wheel. It shouldn't be a surprise to anyone when I color outside the lines or crash.

Being an island is painful. I can count on one hand how many times somebody has said they love me and meant it. That's not right. Everyone should feel loved and supported. There are advantages too, but they're really not advantages. They're complexes.
 

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Whats on my mind right now...

1) Why is there so much alcohol in my house and why am I utilizing it so much as I approach my graduation and move? Am I just nervous about the change thats coming...am I deep down sad because I know I will be single for even longer since I decided to chase my educational and personal goals which have not allowed time for dating?
2) Does every women get like this on some level during PMS?
3) I truly began to think I couldn't produce tears, but I almost cried on the job today smh fkk menstruation!
4) Im very irritated this week yet I really just need some love and a hug.
5.) I will be back to my regular self in about 3 more days.

Don't judge me. In case you do, just know this, your mother had to have a period in order to conceive you, and all those times she whooped your ass when you "didnt even do nothin wrong" I bet you she was on her period to! :usure:

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From my experiences, the educational path will be all-consuming. I've heard/seen it before.

Doesnt mean you'll never date. But it'll be tough.

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