I hate my job, I really do. But I get 6 months of the year off technically. So I'm allowed for the freedom to do what I want mostly. I can see my girl, I can go out of town whenever I please for up to a week of the time every single month and I wouldn't lose anything.
Yet now this new job comes by where I know I'd be happier at work, but would go back to a regular Mon-Fri, and wouldn't see my girl really at all. A big reason I'm able to even make it work with her is cause I'm so available. And this job is more money.
I hate myself that this is even an internal issue, because really I should be taking the new job. But I love her so much that I'm really considering just leaving it alone, I already make enough.