not even this?
im gonna poorly croon this in my future wifes ear![]()
i havent been in a relationship in 5 years. grass just looks greener. so i think, why not do that during college?

blue: point taken.What could you possibly have to offer a woman in a relationship other than dikk? Which she can literally find anywhere, for free.
Your current resources and mindset is focused on yourself and building yourself up. A relationship is more than just simply fukking around and hanging out (which costs money), gotta keep her happy right? That costs money. Gotta listen to her issues and let her vent and spend time. How can you give her advice and be her rock when you are so unsure of yourself currently?
In a relationship you put each other before yourself. It's constant selflessness. Are you prepared to make that sacrifice? Could you afford that? Could you afford losing her?
I already gave the "blueprint" in the simplest way: focus on yourself so you can become a complete person.

Told you I was ugly
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blue: point taken.
red i feel you on that one. you right............. im hardheaded so i got it now.
third and nope. why you think i been single for so long? i just avoid all attatchment.
Blue: its not. i just feel like at times itd be better to do that. get out and meet people but i dont create enough value to have that option.@LordLoco you already got a shytload on your plate. A relationship is literally another full course meal on the side. I'm not saying you can't fukk around with women but I feel if that was in your character you would have already done it. You are looking for that lifetime shyt which is fine and all and a woman is down to rock with you if she sees it.
But I'm really asking are you prepared to take on all the extra shyt that comes along with that. You ain't gotta be rich and stuff and women are very understanding but you gotta ask are you prepared to be selfless and okay with not putting yourself at first when currently you are trying to build up.